I'm a Silly Little Kitty Cat
Who was so curious until always seeking by the Death
Everyone judged me even that's not my fault
I'm always alone
Here or there, always like that
One by one, my friends leave me
I just keep wondering
"Why?"
Oh, maybe because I'm just a Silly Little Kitty Cat

it's day like this (with those grey weather skies)
that I wish I was a cat
so whenever I'm cold,
or you feel the gloom,
I know that I could walk up to you
and snuggle on your lap
or you can hold me in your arms
and I will sleep soundly, knowing
that this is home.

There was a little kitty
Who came into my life
She was soft and pretty
But she sure could bite

That kitty scratched me hard
She got me where it counts
I don't think i'll ever get another
No, no more kitties in my house

I'm scared to love you.Those words they surround me.Its all I can think of.
I'm scared to love you.Because I'm scared of the pain.Scared you'll break me like I've been broken before.I'm scared our memories will never fade.
I'm scared of loving because I'm scared that you'll never love me back.
Being scared seems easier than being hurt.So for now I'm gonna put up a wall surrounding my heart and hope you never break in...Or maybe I hope you do...And I hope you'll stay...

From the beginning I told myself not to fall for you, but when you held me you'd slip in through my cracks leaving pieces of yourself in my head and my heart until they exploded and little slivers of you danced in my bloodstream every second of every day.
But I love it. I don't care how much it hurts. I need you under my skin, I want your love. I want all of you.

I watched the clock
7:39
7:40

In that minute
108 people died

what if one of those people happen to be
someone I knew
someone I love

so I have come to this epiphany
what the **** am I doing

I just wasted one minute of my life
a minute that someone could only wish for now
so why am I wishing my minutes away

love someone?
tell them
they don't love you back?
let them go. now.
have a test?
study
feeling sad?
cry
cry and cry and cry
feeling happy?
spread it

because every minute that passes
will never come back
and even though I love you,
the minutes are still passing,
and I know you are not coming back.

I used to be able to look at you and you'd know
You used to beg me to stop
You used to make me stop
You were the only one

But I just looked at you and you looked right back
You looked at me like I was a crazy person

At least you finally figured it out, I guess

I want to look at you the way you look at me.

I want to look at everything the way you do.

I want to look at myself through your eyes.

I want you to look at me through mine.