There's sounds around me
but they're almost muffled,
distant...
My brain is louder.
Thoughts bounce around
All too quickly
Like a ping pong ball
in an old arcade game
Up. Down. Back and forth
To every side
Hard to keep track
Of which way the ball
Is going to go next
Swirling around all the knobs
and fancy buttons
Faster, and faster,
Till I can't keep my eye
on the ball anymore,
Or gather which thought is which,
And suddenly, the ball falls
All too quickly
Through the little space
at the base of your game
The base, of my brain?
And I lost my thoughts,
the ball is gone
What was I even thinking..?
But the game starts up again
Right away
Before I have time
To slow down my brain
Or shut down the game
A new ball
With new thoughts,
Ideas
My fears,
And desires
Too much paranoia
And fabricated scenarios
And some other *******
that makes no sense
Cause the ball is bouncing again
In every direction
Pinging,
and dinging,
With all the flashing lights
And funny little sounds
That no one else can hear
Cause the game is in my head.