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Dec 2015 · 401
Rising Sun of Destruction
Dark Jewel Dec 2015
Rising sun,
Alignment of fire.
Corrupt desire.

Destroyer of worlds.
Monster of realms.

He is the rising sun.
Who aligns his fire.
Spraying fear.
Which ends...
In death.
Nov 2015 · 1.2k
Love Flows
Dark Jewel Nov 2015
Love flows,
As hearts become one.
As souls collide.
As the beating of the drum.

Love is everlasting,
Through the dark and mist
Through death it still lives on.
In our loving kiss.

We are one,
As a whole.
Soul mates forever,
My love.

My love,
You are my happiness.
When I am down.
You are my warmth,
When there’s none to be found.

You are half my heart,
To make me whole.
The one I will love.
Forevermore.

Forever and Always,
I believe in our long years ahead.
Filled with happiness and children,
With the love that flows.
Happy First year my Beloved Sean.
Oct 2015 · 328
Those who are left
Dark Jewel Oct 2015
We are those who are left.
Inside sewers.
Under bridges.
In a basement.
Behind the curtains.

We are those,
Who work in the shadows.
Fighting to survive.

We are those,
Who never back down.
We are those who are left.
Sep 2015 · 381
Mind Boggle
Dark Jewel Sep 2015
A lot is on my mind,
It is making me cry.
I try to hold it in.
But he notices then.
Sep 2015 · 447
Archeage
Dark Jewel Sep 2015
The constant longing has deepened the mind.
Turning the wheels of time.
Constant motion.
Never stops,
Going on and on.

Now among all,
The lone one stands.
Her mind a constant twister,
Ravaging the land.

Destruction may follow,
For this Harani.
Now she awakens,
To the chosen tranquility.

Auroaria awaits,
For one to conquer the crimson army.
She stands with her friends,
Now she is ready.

Prepared to die for ones country,
We all know this vow.
It happens in every worlds,
Even now.

Ematiri,
You are ready.
Cross the sea,
Stay steady.

Beware the depths,
for a monster lurks below.
You are a pirate,
Now you know.
Jul 2015 · 404
Beyond that Sea
Dark Jewel Jul 2015
Beyond the sacred sea,
No land to be seen.
No destiny to be sealed.

All fate to be revealed.
Beyond the tides,
Over the washing waves.

Only a destiny,
That can fade.

Beyond the sacred sea,
No land to be seen.
No destiny to be sealed.
Perhaps fate be revealed.
Jun 2015 · 1.0k
Somtimes Anger is a blessing
Dark Jewel Jun 2015
Sometimes,
Anger is good.
Letting off steam is a blessing.

Why?
So you don't hurt the one you love.
In return,
Regretting because you did it.

So go off alone,
Blow off steam.
Jun 2015 · 473
Unknown
Dark Jewel Jun 2015
Lost in a spiral,
Twisting and turning.
Becoming undone by the roses.

The thorns *****,
Bleeding through the cracks.
Of the trees.

Lost in the spiral,
Waves crashing down.
Bringing me unto.
The Unknown.

One way to survive,
Is to thrive in the darkness.
Becoming one with myself.
And the beast that rests.

Now upon a screeching spiral,
A banshee releases her fury.
Rattling all bones and marrow within.
She who is evil,
Who is hurt.
Who is lost...

Now upon the spiral,
The Unknown terror.
May 2015 · 453
Graduate of 2015
Dark Jewel May 2015
The day had come to pass,
The day I graduated.
The night before.

I feel pleased,
I made it through hell's doors.
Now my life begins,
Harder than before.
I graduated last night Class of 2015!
May 2015 · 335
Cut the Ties
Dark Jewel May 2015
Cutting ties,
Is the hardest thing.
That anyone can do,
To the one they once loved.
I'm sorry...
May 2015 · 383
Hard to let go
Dark Jewel May 2015
Somethings..
Are hard to let go.
Undecided.

Many things,
Are kept.
Under the skin.

Bothering me constantly.

It's hard,
To let go.
To release.
To be free.
May 2015 · 900
A Goddess
Dark Jewel May 2015
A goddess..
Of beauty and desire.

Prideful,
Honored by her family.
Distinguished by her eyes.

Wings of a angel,
Fidelity of a thousand women.

A goddess,
Is within thee.

Beyond all,
Your beauty.
May 2015 · 822
New Chapter
Dark Jewel May 2015
Your new chapter awaits.
Just turn the *page..
May 2015 · 496
Love is Beautiful
Dark Jewel May 2015
Everything I am,
Right here.
RIGHT now.

Is everything you wanted,
A wife.
A lover.
Your salvation.

Be blessed,
I will never leave.
Until the day we die,
Just love me.

Became one,
Family issued pulled us together.
Fighting for our right to love one another.

Love can be a beautiful thing,
When you know what it is.
May 2015 · 545
Scratching of Death
Dark Jewel May 2015
Scratched at the surface,
Darkening stains.
*Be relieved by death.
Dark Jewel May 2015
When you look into my eyes of glass,
So clear and opaque.

What do you see?
Because I see nothing.
Dark Jewel May 2015
So it goes,
Those eighteen years pass.
Being cursed.

I was thrown around,
Like a voodoo doll.
To the emotions that haunted me.

I was pricked,
By the painful needles of conflict.
Painted red by my own blood.

Then,
I was tossed away,
Like I meant nothing.
To those who held me upright.

It's a cursed path,
Living in fear.
Of the hell that awaits,
Behind the broken walls of eternity.

Even if life meant nothing.

Even as that doll,
I felt passion, love.
Though it was buried deep.
Until recently.

Naive little doll was I,
Wide-eyed and wandering.
Where should I go?
In this scrutiny?

Being cursed,
Is a ****** up thing.
So goes the thought of this one thing, "Where Do you go next?"
May 2015 · 545
Do what I must
Dark Jewel May 2015
To do what I must,
I was expelled from home.
Am I happier?

I'm with the one I love,
Why wouldn't I be?

Am I learning to grow up?*
Suddenly so..
May 2015 · 654
His Love
Dark Jewel May 2015
His love is like a River,
Always flowing.

Always There.
May 2015 · 715
Wisdom Quote
Dark Jewel May 2015
What lies ahead,
*Is a future worth fighting for.
May 2015 · 464
What lies ahead
Dark Jewel May 2015
Trials of life,
Suffering inside the rings of fire.

Denying your rights,
Your privileges.

Realize,
Only you..
Have the answer.

For what lies ahead.
May 2015 · 553
Chains Broken, Freedom
Dark Jewel May 2015
Finally...
After many years,
My chains have been broken..

I am now free...
Independent...

A young person,
Ready to take on the challenges.
That lie ahead.

Beyond the veil...
Dark Jewel May 2015
Beware the eye that change.
It could be life or death.
If you step in the way.

If they are green,
Beware the venom paralysis.

Blue-grey,
Drowning ocean currents.

Blue,
Dangerous and beautiful.

Blue-green,
At peace with a hint of irritation.

Silver,
Awakened under the moon.

Black...
Run for your **** life..
Wish me luck today...
May 2015 · 511
Annoyance
Dark Jewel May 2015
Just because I'm your daughter,
Doesn't mean that you still ****** me off.

Just because Your my dad,
Doesn't mean I can still be ****** at you.
May 2015 · 340
Line Crossed and Burned
Dark Jewel May 2015
I didn't belong with* *them..
Beyond all help given.
A detailed line was crossed.

A line you burned,
Along with the tattered bridge..

Trust was never..
Such is the  Illusion..

**Of Family..
May 2015 · 302
Close to Complete
Dark Jewel May 2015
Keeping up with life,
Will not be easy..
So close to graduation..

So close to complete.
Applying for Career,
Steer me right.
Don't let me drown..

In my loneliness...
Handling everyone,
Everything..

Life has begun..
Apr 2015 · 459
Slithering Wolf, Mate?
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
Growl...

Slithering among the shadows.
Following someone..
Hunter..
Growl..*

My.....Mate...?
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
It's my life,
Upon this deck of cards.
So practical.
Delicately placing them in order.

Spades, Clubs, Aces..
Telling a dark story..

Kings, Queens and Jacks,
Naming everyone you meet..
Some cards are ripped,
Tipping it into the trash.

"Nope, Can't trust them."

It's my life...
So far down the road..* Life....
Times are tough now,
Lack of sleep has inspired me.

Life.....
So delicate,
Like a flower in the breeze..

LIFE...
The meaning of the word says a million.
Tiny little things affect and alter,

Life...

Life.....

LIFE!

Has begun....

Burning into the holes,
*Of a damaged soul.
Apr 2015 · 310
Cries and Says
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
Crying in the night,
He holds me close.
Worried for what my thoughts say.

So much happens so fast..
Now no family,
Only one place to BUNK.
It was bound to happen,
When I spoke out..
Is it mature for me to say?

Did they have to act this way?
Apr 2015 · 391
Ending up
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
It's amazing where you end up,
When you open your mouth.
To speak your mind.
Hypocrite.

Will it ever end?
Will the pain ever end?
I'm not like HIM.
I'm not like YOU.
I'm not like HER.
I'm not like THEM.

I'm ME.

One thing I say for myself,
**Time to show them what I can do.
Apr 2015 · 1.1k
Walking without a Goodbye
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
As I walk,
On the black top.
Till my feet bleed.
My wings tattered,
Soul destroyed.
Fearing for my life,
From the might of your words.
You brought this upon us...
Now I leave you,
Without saying Goodbye.
Without saying 3 little words.
They don't mean anything,
When I say them to you.

Only one thing left to say,
I'm sorry,
*But this is MY LIFE.
Some issues went down and it was not pretty.. Don't ask either
Apr 2015 · 332
Away from home I go
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
It's time....
No care in the world.
Time to leave this den of lies...
Apr 2015 · 290
Releasing Hell
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
I'm driven crazy to the core,
With your lectures constant.
Pounding into my mind.

Releasing all hell,
Fiery disaster is due.
Time to release this beast,
That is brewed.

You want to see my fire?
*You might go blind.
Apr 2015 · 410
Patience Gone
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
All my patience,
Has been destroyed.
By the hell they call Life.
I'm left with none.
Apr 2015 · 323
The Parental Wall
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
This force is strong,
It keeps pulling me.
Pulling me towards a wall.
That seems to never end.

In all sincerity,
This wall has blocked me.
Every time I try to climb,
Concrete scrapes my hands and arms,
As I fall.

Every time my wings spread,
Their torn apart.
Repeatedly.

Searing pain,
Erupts inside my soul.
As I scream.

Screaming for the one,
Who waits on the other side.
The one I love.
Blocked by this parental wall.

I keep screaming and kicking the wall,
Every bone in my body breaks.
And I'm to submit.
To the walls wishes.

Submitting like a broken being,
When my mate waits for me.
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
The darkness cascades,
Over the frozen placid skin.

Eyes are blank,
Only to shine nothing.

Wings tattered and torn,
Ebony heart so cold.
Apr 2015 · 373
Those days that suck
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
Today,
Is not the day.

Today,
You shouldn't mess with me.

Exhausted,
Feeling a lot of pain.

Headaches,
Like a hammer to the head.

Cramps,
So annoying and just there.

Periods ****.
Apr 2015 · 300
Inside my Lovers Arms
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
Inside my lovers arms,
I feel safe..
Secure..

In my lovers arms,
His voice smooth against my ear.
Soothing my raging emotions.

Only he calms my rage,
Only he can kiss the sadness away.
He who holds me,
Never letting go...

Inside my lovers arms,
Is where I belong.
Forever and Always.
Apr 2015 · 355
Increased Pain..
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
Today..
Is one of those days.
Where my body doesnt function,
Properly.

The increasing pain,
Of knee and Ankle.
Knocking my breathing off course.

It's become mandatory,
To go the a health clinic..
Pray for me..
It might take surgery,
To cure my knees.
This has become mandatory.. pray for me.. My father doesnt know I'm going because he wouldn't support it. The reason is because my pain isn't visible on the surface. No swelling occurs but loss of breathing is caused by this pain.. its a 5 out of 5 pain scale.
Apr 2015 · 227
Thinking to much
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
Sometime I wonder,
Why do I think so much?

Focus lost,
Concentration destroyed..

I still have yet,
To find an answer.
Apr 2015 · 509
My Mind on a Raid
Dark Jewel Apr 2015
My mind is tied,
Tied to a worry.
To a remark.
To a chore.

It's constantly moving,
Pounding down the path.
Removing all negativity.
Trying to cleanse my fear.

I am always stressed,
Even when I act brave.
I never give in,
To the darkest raid.

My mind is constantly beating,
Like a bongo drum.
It never ends its raid,
When there is much to be done.
Mar 2015 · 305
May it Be
Dark Jewel Mar 2015
May it be,
That my destiny be with thee.
Desiring a loving heart.
Breathing your scent.

May it be,
That we marry.
In holy matrimony.

May it be,
If a child comes into play.
I will never let go.

I accept my fate.
My blessed mate.
Mar 2015 · 397
Fight the Beast
Dark Jewel Mar 2015
Fighting the beast,
Writhing in pain.
Nothing is gained.

Fiery wraith beast,
Desiring only blood.
Destroying all in its path..

Nothing is gained,*
By its boiling fury..
Mar 2015 · 288
Deeper Love than anything
Dark Jewel Mar 2015
The love I have for him,
Is deeper than any sea.
Richer than any sweet,
And more valuable.

Than life itself.

It only gets deeper,
As the days pass by.
For my lover <3
Dark Jewel Mar 2015
Clouds rolling overhead.
White puffs of smoke to me.
Laying here legs crossed.
Wondering where my soul was...

Clouds rolling overhead,
Dancing in white and out grey.
Causing flashbacks,
Flashbacks I wish weren't true.

Laying with legs crossed,
Tightening my grip on the branch above me.
Ropes hanging loosely,
Upon this hanging tree.

Scary?
Hardly...

Strange things have happened here,
Nightmares have come.
Their blasphemy!

Clouds rolling overhead,
In dark masses of grey.
Covering a sky once blue.

Laying here legs crossed,
Seeing the fire in the distance.
Of the dead forest below.

In the hanging tree...

Strange things have happened here,
No stranger would it be.
If my love and I.
Met at midnight,
Within the hanging tree.
The Hunger games had a nice reference for me to use.
Dark Jewel Mar 2015
When you cry,
You can only hear your sorrow.
As tears run down your face.

If blood is a cure,
Then Don't give in.
Mar 2015 · 1.2k
Guiding hands for Strays
Dark Jewel Mar 2015
We all search,
And seek.
That guiding hand.

A hand that holds you,
In your darkest times.
One that will calm you,
In your despair of anger.

We all seek,
That sense of peace.
When we don't understand,
The reality.

We long for those hands,
To guide.
Those who have strayed.

To bring them forth,
Risen from the darkest corners.
Faces pale as ghost,
To be guided to a holy world.

You don't need religion,
To guide those who have strayed.
You need compassion,
To be a guiding hand today.

Guide those who have ran,
Those who are hiding.
Those who are in fear.

Bring them forth,
Rise them up.

Use your guiding hands,
To heal those.
Who have strayed.
I wanted everyone to know that there is someone out there for you. To guide you in your darkest times, to allow you to pour your heart out to be healed. It may seem grim now, but the light will brighten your heart that beats. It will save those around you, to keep them safe and alive.

To Sean,
Who has been through so much I can't even say. He guides me as I guide him everyday. I love him with all my heart and soul.

To Jessie,
Whose been through hell and back with me and will always be like a sister to me. I love you sis, thank you for guiding me.

To my Mom,
Who has guided me to a dead end.
But tried her hardest.

To my Dad,
Whose strong hands keep the family together. Who works harder than anyone I know. Who has compassion for his family and others.

To my Step mother,
We have been through alot.
I still love her like a mother and I thank her. We may not always get along but I still love her.

To all those who have given me hope,
Thank You.
Mar 2015 · 1.2k
Memories of love
Dark Jewel Mar 2015
The memory,
Of our first official kiss.
Runs through my head still.

The days of you chasing me,
Still exist at will.
I can remember the hesitance,
That our bodies bore.

Our first awkward night,
The reactions of those around.
Still gives me a smile.

It just shows how much I love you,
My dear and best friend.
It will never die.

I love you.
I don't regret this one bit.
To the love of my life who has always been there since day one.
Mar 2015 · 411
Awaken to my Lover
Dark Jewel Mar 2015
Waking up in your arms,
Is a dream come true.
Resting in your embrace,
I feel your love.

I love you,
Good morning my dear.
:)
Mar 2015 · 603
Petty
Dark Jewel Mar 2015
Some mortals are pathetic,
Petty comments only bounce.
Off the walls of my mind.
As my fist,
Bounces off your face.

Don't tell me I'm pathetic,
Because we all know.
Your more pathetic than me.
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