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  Jul 2018 Joshua Michael
Coral Red
If you had never met me, you would have never loved me, if I had never met you, I would have never loved you. If you never showed me those feelings of overwhelming joy, excitement, happiness and pure love, I wouldn’t be longing for you, I wouldn’t be longing for that feeling. I wouldn’t have known real love and so I regret, the love, the pain, and you.
  Jul 2018 Joshua Michael
Tess
The demons in my head
They're mine
Mine to fight

I don't need your help
You don't understand
You never will

The demons
They're multiplying day by day
And growing stronger

They're slowly eating my soul
Until I have none left
They're destroying my feelings

They're going to take over me one day
But until then,
I'm going to keep fighting

Fighting until they're out of my head
And somewhere else instead
There are demons in my head and I have no control over them.
Joshua Michael Jul 2018
How sad is it
to be so afraid
of being too happy

You feel
at any minute
things will change

That happiness
all ripped
right out
from fingertips
the moment
you claim it

The moment
you realize
you deserve it
Joshua Michael Jul 2018
Loving you
was like
floating
in outer space

in some ways beautiful
in some ways free
but also
cold
and distant
Joshua Michael Jul 2018
She is a trail of destruction
Corruption, a ****** up malfunction
A love full of dysfunction
Playing with your emotions
You've been chosen
Chosen to be broken
But still you sit hoping
You sit choking
Falling while knowing
Asking where is this going
You're hers to play
She won't ever stay
Just leaves you lost
Astray
But at least you can say
"I loved you anyway"
...
  Jul 2018 Joshua Michael
Jamie
I wonder if you think of me
As I do of you,
I wonder if you miss me
I'm such a fool,
I wonder if you'd ever tell me
What I've put you through,

Soon I will be just a memory
Of someone you once knew,
As I fade away know that,
Once upon a time
I loved you ...
Did you ever love me too?
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