"Love of my Life"
From the first kiss
To the first touch
It was you the one I adore
The one I love
I would do anything for you
and I **** to be with you
I would travel from the stars
to the moon
To see your happiness to you
With every second your not around I die a little thinking about the time I was with you
The good and the bad
It didn't matter as long as I was with you there was no bad only you
The one who I love is you

"The Mask"
I'm great, fine, spectacular. In a way
I relish every night, and I live every day.I live, I laugh, I write, I sing,
I wonder what the new days will bring.
Then I get home, and I take off the mask.
The day, and almost impossible task, 
Is finally over, and so I lie Down, and wait patiently for the day that I die.
I cry, I scream, I bawl, and sleep,even though I have promises to keep.
I wait, and wonder, and cry some more, 
And I ache and burn from my very core.Then, I'm not alone, and the mask reappears:
Out goes the grief, pain and all of the tears,
As I am a happy person, cheerful all the day.
A world full of rainbow, not one shade of grey.
Of course I'm not okay, I'm not fine,
No matter how much I seem to shine.I don't even know why I feel this...
Why my existence is one long, endless abyss.
But it is, and will be, so I cling to life,
As one day I might slip, and end it with a knife.
But, I'm still here, no matter what my dreams might say
And I hope that one day I will actually be okay

"Losing my Way"
My thoughts are here
My thoughts are there
I can't think straight
I hope that I'm just over thinking myself
because without you I would just lose my way
just like Justin Timberlake
without you there is no one
I just hope I'm over thinking
Cause all these thoughts
Just drive me crazy

"Where am I?"
Where am I
Where am I
I don't know where I am
I'm stuck in this place of insecurity
thinking what will become of me
is everything the same or did something change
I feel there maybe something strange
Where am I
Where am I
I'm in this place I don't understand
What will become of me
please help me before I fall in the hands of death
take me out of the hands of insecurity
Please oh please help me understand

I'm stuck in this place
I don't know what to say
my heart is in three
what should I do
I listen to it
but the beats are to loud to hear them all
all that I feel I like but which would be that right one to go to
so what should I decide to go
Should I go back there or stay where I am and there is another door that could open which way should I go
Inside I'm stuck in this spot with three ways to go but which would be the best though

"No Heart"
Forgetting to hate
Not willing to love
Filling the space
But nothings enough
Fueled by hate and frustration
Yet stalled by unyielding passion
Thoughts race and begin to stumble
Trying so hard but words that come out are just a mumble
Frustrated at the lack of sharing
Words seem not enough to express
To tell them your heart has been taken
Is like taking a dull knife to the chest

"Confused"
I'm so confused
What should I do
Should I get a new
Or should I fight for you
You the one that has my heart
And has ripped it out multiple times
the pain the pain it drives
Me to a new but if I get this new
will it be a full relationship
Between me and her
or would it be a false love
That she would notice
maybe it's best to
Be solo until something
is presented to me
To convince me is
real and not just a romanticism