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  Sep 2014 Jamie
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There is no greater love
Then a love that was meant to be.
Jamie Sep 2014
Today I was excited and optimistic
Not knowing what lay ahead
But that faded in the heat of the sun

I was then left with that all to familiar
Empty, soul wrenching feeling
I am alone, coming up to the lonely hour
Jamie Sep 2014
With 10,000 miles between us
I have been finding things to do,
And right now I don't miss you
In a week we find out if I actually miss her
  Sep 2014 Jamie
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One year ago today
you left

I've never been right since.
Jamie Sep 2014
Nothing new has happened
I am just coming to terms...
Currently empty and tired,
No words are forming
Or coming out of my head.

This just confirms
That once again you've
Made me speechless.
10,000 miles away
But I still feel this way
Jamie Sep 2014
I was all good
Slowly letting go
Then you appeared
On my phone

It was only a picture
Not only did she look amazing
Like the most perfect
I have never known

I know she wouldn't
Just do so, sitting at home
She never went to that much effort
For me

So for who?
Slowly dragging me back
Jamie Aug 2014
Its finally been drawn
I held the pen for almost a year
Never sure if I ever connect the dots
But you steadied my hand

I cherish all the memories
I only remember the good ones
Not all the times I missed you
Or wondering if you missed me too

Currently I'm not hurt or happy
Neither numb or full of relief
I knew you wouldn't reply
And I don't mind, not knowing why

If I saw you one final time
I wouldn't know, how I would be
It was a gamble and a wait and see
But I am glad I tried one last time
She didn't reply meaning we don't get a chance to say goodbye
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