J - Hello Poetry

J Jul 2014

Habits

My world revolves around Facebook
All I seem to do
Is see what other people do

People who aren't in a rut
Feeling trapped
Or alone

It seems it's taken me 9 months to learn
But now I know, question is
What the hell do I do...

Weening myself off Facebook. Actually feels like rehab but I am feeling better day by day

#facebook #changing #habit #weening

J Jul 2014

Writing

A part of me feels
I only write when I feel

When I have nothing
I am empty but seemingly content

As I write in this moment
I have no emotion for once

Perhaps I know
Something on the horizon is coming

Maybe I should take some time
To not force anymore but take it as it comes

Looking up for the first time in months

#content #lookingup

J Jul 2014

Focus

I know I push myself too much on you
Secretly I think you will help fix me
But it seems all my dreams
Are just an escape from this place

My focus and drive are now
On something new
One day I will look back
And forget about all this blue

#new #somewhere #focus

J Jul 2014

The Speech

If I tried harder back then
We wouldn't be here
I would be in love
And so would you
The words I wish you knew

So much time has passed
And all I have is regret
We don't have long till you leave
And this is what I long for

Me and you to burn
Brighter than the sun
With what time
We have left
Right now

When you leave so will I
Our sun will emplode
And it will swallow itself up
Slowly losing all its shine

And if will meet in a few years
The sun we left to die will explode
Amungst the night sky
And the remainder of the supernova lights
We shall share till we die

I want to fall hopelessly in love with you. Die when you leave hoping one day we can be together as right now we can't be

#love #sun #hope #wish #explode #supernova #ignite

J Jul 2014

Worst Bit

I find myself
Dropping everything
When you come to me
I swallow my pride
Wishing you to be by my side

John Mayer - Man on the side

J Jul 2014

That Feeling

I just know it
...
The feeling of knowing
With no proof
That I am the man on the side

#silence

J Jul 2014

It's Time

We have been here before
Standing on the edge of a cliff
Knowing if we both jumped
We would pull through together
We wouldn't fall, we would fly

I should have jumped back then
I was ready, it was time
Praying
As I took the leap
Would your hand would reach mine?

This time, the cliff is not as steep
As I steady myself
Less sure now, as I was back then
Praying your hand will grasp for mine
It all feels rushed, time is on my mind

6 weeks left

#time #grasp #mine #leap