Luna Maria

Luna Maria Dec 2021

things you left

the half finished bottle of wine, the smell of your cigarettes in my hair, the sleeping couch

its unfinished

Luna Maria Sep 2021

I turned 19 but nothing changed

now I am 19 and
it's nothing special as what happens when you turn 18

I am still terrified of the future.

I wish I could live without any fears, I wish I could be myself again.

Luna Maria Sep 2021

on my bedstand

there's a lot of notebooks
full with words I still need to write.

I know I still have so many things to write about but it won't come out (yet)

#write #writing #feeling #short #poem

Luna Maria May 2021

it's been 18 days

I stare at the pictures of us
I still have them on my wall

I only seem to remember the happy memories

#breakup #sad #love #photos #memories #lovers #friend #pictures

Luna Maria May 2021

nicotine

maybe it’s the cigarette taste of your mouth
that got me addicted to your lips

that’s how easy it is

#love #crush #cigarettes #smoking #kiss

Luna Maria Apr 2021

3 weeks

it's been 21 days without you
but not one of them I didn't think about you
I wonder how long it will take
for this to become easier?

when does the pain stop

#breakup #sad #love #lover

Luna Maria Apr 2021

break up

I did not write as much
not because I don't care or because
it did not have an impact on me

just because I've been escaping and avoiding
instead of writing and feeling.

distracting myself from the painful feeling in my chest

#break #up #breakup #sad #love #pain #writing #write #feelings