What brings me joy?

You,
of course.
Always you.

People say,

"Nothing is impossible"

I do nothing everyday.

I'm not the answer.
I can't even help myself

Bloomed in a garden of loneliness
A flower that resembles you,
I wanted to give it to you
Before I take off this foolish mask.

But I know I can never do that
I must hide
Because I'm UGLY.
I am afraid, I'm so afraid,
That you will leave me again in the end.

I'll wear a mask again and go to see you
What can I do?
I bloom a flower in this garden
That looks like you.

I'll water it daily
With morning dew
I am UGLY, but I still like you.

Sadly, I don't mind.

Slowly


Slowly

I am drowning,
You are heating me up
Like I am singing
My self to get chopped...

Slowly.

I'd rather fall

in Love,

     with your

Scars.

Than fall

    in love

           with your Smile.