Ginelle

Ginelle Mar 2016

Empty

my therapist
could never explain to me
why I would sleep walk into abandoned buildings
only to wake up
still feeling at home

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#heartbreak #lost #empty #abandoned #buildings

Ginelle Feb 2016

closure

I will always remember the time
you took my hand;
you took me to various places,
to beautiful pieces of land

I will never forget the time
you let go of my hand,
and I felt the world shatter inside of me
for a while I didn't understand

I will always remember
the time we spent during that fair-weather,
and slowly, but surely
I will piece myself back together

I will never forget
how you were like a fortune teller;
always a bellwether,
showing me that I will eventually have to untether

I will always remember* you, my friend
for am I still only a pinfeather
and you have helped me develop for the better

i got closure with my ex last night. i've never felt better. my anxiety is still a little wonky, though

#love #heartbreak #ex #anxiety #other #closure #rollercoaster #significant

Feb 2016

curlygirl

wholeness

i'd never felt such
cold hands
grab hold of my heart before,
and i'd never known it could
shatter into so many pieces.
            and i'd also never seen a
            sweeter man come along and
cut his perfect hands to shreds
             by picking up the pieces
and putting my heart back together again,
             *just
             to
             watch
              it
              beat

#love #sad #life #real #new #honest

Ginelle Feb 2016

memory

i'm starting
to forget
the feeling of you stroking my hair
the way your hand intertwined with mine
the sound of your voice
the way you laugh
the passionate, deep and profound feeling of loving you

i'm starting
to forget
how to love you

what if i never learn how to love again?

#love #heartbreak #memories #unrequited #unfortunate #starcrossed

Ginelle Feb 2016

Fascination

when i looked into those marvellous, brown eyes
i didn't see that shade of glittering brown;
i saw millions of tiny galaxies
and maybe that's why i adored you so much,
i saw the universe in your eyes

sometimes i think i'm over him.. sometimes i realize i'm not.

#love #heartbreak #ex #sadness #universe #unrequited #exboyfriend #unlovable #galaxies #william