Not Lauren

Not Lauren Aug 2014

"what do you think of your body?" he asked me.

"it's a trick" I said, "wearing clothes that make me feel good, but once they're removed I'm huddled in a corner of my mind, afraid of my body once again."

"everything's a trick. that's what life does to you"

I love you all, and I encourage you to love your body.

#love #poetry #sad #depression #life #girl #pain #afraid #alone #boyfriend

Not Lauren May 2014

misinterpretations

"don't waste your time on me you're already a voice inside my head"

funny that you didn't realize those were my favorite song lyrics, not my conscience telling you to go

#love #poetry #sad #life #sadness #insanity #him #you #song #simple #lyric #misinterpreted

May 2014

Judypatooote

MAMA CAN YOU HEAR ME?

MAMA CAN YOU HEAR ME?
I'm telling you I love you,
and thank you for all the
loving things you did for me...

MAMA CAN YOU HEAR ME?
You were a mom who always
put me first.
I didn't realize it them...

MAMA CAN YOU HEAR ME?
I want to call you and say
go to the basement,
a storm is coming...

MAMA CAN YOU HEAR ME?
What is that recipe
for plum cake?
Oh and also the tomato pudding...

MAMA CAN YOU HEAR ME?
Thank you for being such
a wonderful grandma to
my children...

MAMA CAN YOU HEAR ME?
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
I miss you oh so much...

~~~
by ~ judy

To my mama who was always there for me...

Not Lauren Apr 2014

untitled mess

knowing that something
less dense than me
could **** me is the
reason i tend to stay
underwater a second
longer than most
others deem fit

#broken #sad #depression #pain #death #water #suicidal #river #insane

Not Lauren Apr 2014

love story (I'm sorry)

Your eyes told stories that I failed to read

#failure

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