His existence was like that for me
He killed the heroine's father
He snatched the throne form its rightful owner
He ordered to **** the girl that loved him

But even after all that
He was someone I could not hate
I couldn't bring myself to be angry at him

Instead I pitied him
He was looking much further ahead
That he did notsee the misery that surrounded him

He thought he could make everything better
By getting his hands *****
Covered by blood
He thought he'd done something for the kingdom

But
He was alone
His friend betrayed him
To save the princess

The only people he cherished
Left him for the princess

He is an enemy
My enemy
For Iam the heroine
I am the princess

He is my enemy
But I could not hate him
For I am the girl
That loves him

trying to
google things
...without telling
google.

Preciousness in a bite
It is the taste of hope
That I choose to savour
After every bitter tragedy

Sweetness in a breath
It is the scent of hope
That I choose to take in
After every stench of disappointment

Gentleness in a look
It is the sight of hope
That I choose to see
After every soreness in the eye

Bliss in a thought
It is the memory of hope
That I choose to remember
After every pound of headache

Happiness in a soul
It is the feeling of hope
That I choose to feel
After every shattering of the heart

Baby, listen please.
I'm not in love, I'm just on drugs.

I overdose on you
Im like a ****** needing a fix
Doing everything I can to have you
I can't quit you even if I tried
Its heaven and hell your highs and lows
Im addicted to your love
I crave your voice
I can't let you go because I'm so tangled up in you
Ive convinced myself I need you

I have to stop hating myself
To stop trying to be the best
To put this internal war to rest.

I make big, unfortunate mistakes,
But that doesn't mean I can put on the brakes.

Because I can't be perfect.
I can't ruminate on every grade
And allow myself to slowly degrade.

My body is not a statue to perfect and mold.
I must fight Ed, stand up and be bold.

These intense feelings of pain
Cause me to wane.

I have to keep up the fight,
And use positivity and determined might.