fallow thoughts, sorrows wallow
already tasting tomorrow's shallow swallow
fallen breath is all that's to follow
smallest hope, almost hollow

Breathing heavy
behind my eyes
you lie in wait
for my submission.

Uncontainable
yet contained
Uncontrollable
yet subdued

for a moment.

You are darkness
you are fury
you yearn for blood
to burst forth and ****

You drench me
in shadows and blood
I dance with you
like no one ever should

I give you all I have
you become my consummation
then you leave me to die
violated, hung to dry

You thief!
You liar!
How dare you call for more!
You make a thousand promises,
as if I were your *****!
But perhaps I am that and more
for I continue to answer your knocking at my door.

No more!

You're a monster
a damnable beast!
you're nothing like
I had ever dreamed...

So I take my leave.
I return to the bridegroom
that I have so deeply grieved.
His promises ring true
they deafen me to the lies you tell.
I pray and beg I heed them
lest I let you drag me into Hell!

There is so much pain I see in the this orphic world and my pain is a like a small sand particle nothing compared to this huge mountain.

Biggest sorrow in our life is we can just understand each others pain but can't feel it.

Night-Secret...✒
A small imagination poem...
I wander through the silent night,
Since the moon creeps so secretly gently
Often out of the dark cloud cover,
And back and forth in the valley
Awakens the Nightingale,                                              
Then again, all gray and silent.

O wonderful Waves lament me,
From the land of streams transition,
An showers in the dark Beaming
Widest the idea of me,                                            
My crazy singing here
If such a voice call only from dreams.
Then I want to be in dream forever in the secret of night.....and happiness of life....

                                                                                   -Chirayu

we were taught that dying doesn't hurt
from the day of our birth

a pack of 100 for a buck

a little boy, in a camo shirt
all of those soldiers were out of luck