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 Apr 2016 Hanna Kelley
taia
a sunday morning
sweet serenity with a
warm cup of coffee
Don't ask, Don't Tell.
Please don't ask me
~I wont answer.
Don't ask me
what he's done
I do not like to speak,
this is who I have become,
I am forced to overcome
this thing you call pain
Don't ask me,
so I don't have to tell you.
Please mind my wish.
I will not express everything like a *****
but I do not want to share,
this thing that is a negative flair.
Don't ask,
don't tell
Stop telling me I need a savior.
I stopped believing a long time ago.
Stop telling me someone will deliver me,
I been waiting for my hell to end
Stop telling me I am loved
If he did love me, I would not know abuse
Stop telling me that prayer is the answer
I have prayed my life away
Stop telling me this life is planned
why would god plan for me to feel so inhuman?
Stop telling me it is in God's hands
If so, his hands are full of sin
Please, for the love of god
stop
trying to make it okay by using *God
 Apr 2016 Hanna Kelley
elizabeth
Today is the day
I stop worrying.
Today is the day
I win.
Today is the day
I love myself.
Today is the day
I...
*Keep telling myself lies.
April 21, 2016
The other day I told my boyfriend I wanted to hurt myself
It was just one of those days where I was really depressed
and I felt like I couldn't handle how I was feeling without
causing physical harm to myself
He stopped what he was doing and held me as I cried for twenty minutes
He never once told me to get over myself
to stop being dramatic or anything like that
He just held me
He listened to me
He took time to try to make me feel better
To be emotionally vulnerable and to be accepted without judgement
was a feeling I have never felt before
It was very liberating
It made me feel closer to my boyfriend in a way
*** could never do
WRITTEN BY: Mandie Michelle Sanders
WRITTEN ON: April. 19, 2016 Tuesday 2:38 AM
Constantly trying to stay awake
Not enough time asleep
Because the thought perturbs me
Why waste time unconcious
Sleep should be a choice
The darkest places
somehow end up seeming like the brightest places.
The dark
places the light on subject.
I grew up in the dark
though not literally,
my whole life has been in the dark.
I've lived in it for half my life.
Abuse is a dark thing,
but instead of fearing it,
I decided to embrace the darkness.
I do not fear the dark,
shadows bow to me.
******' right I'm crazy.
I make the dark bend to light.
So be careful when you approach my territory,
because the darkness will fill your body,
leave you to die,
like it did to me
but I resurrected myself
in the darkness
So don't be afraid.
I am in the dark with you.
And I don't plan on leaving
*anytime soon
 Apr 2016 Hanna Kelley
Alex
You told me that I would never survive,
But survival is my middle name.

You told me that I was weak,
But I'm still here.

You told me that I was too broken to be fixed,
But I have someone who is fixing me.

You told me that I could never be loved,
But I have someone who loves me.

You told me that I could never love,
But I have someone that I love so much.

You told me that I don't have feelings,
But I have more than you.
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