It was never meant to break our spirits,
rather to prove we have beating hearts!

Perfume of earth after rain
In wooded walkway nearby—
So delightful and invigorating!
It helps to inhale reverie
I behold with eyes,
Exhale only negative.
Perfume smell nice.
Inhale. - Exhale.*

Тадеус

With him, the walls come down.
I'm expressing my deepest of frowns.
He knows me now.
I can truly be me; myself.
It may be hard at first, to be raw.
But with him, I'd do it all.

I wanted to crawl back underneath the bed
and hide my aching swollen head
never allow the light to find my eyes
just lay here forever til I die
and forget that I have a life waiting for me
cause this pain is just too brutal -- it's all I can see...

BUT!

hiding from the pain underneath the bed
is not an option, so what I'll do instead
is get my *** up off this cold hard floor
and put my clothes on, walk out that door
and make the best of this so called new day
and hope that I can at least smile along my way...