All my friends go out at night
Drinking beer
Getting in fights
I like to stay in
Watch TV
Do they think this is weird of me?
I don't do drugs
I don't drink beer
And I haven't in about a year
I don't like to party
I don't like to rage
Am I trapping myself up in a cage?
I get left out
Because I'm edge
But I don't want to be 20 and dead
I love my body
I love my soul
I don't want to damage that
With alcohol

We are all just
passing through,
bumping shoulders
with the breeze
and trying
not to make eye
contact.

I wonder if you think of me
The way I'm thinking of you right now
Staring at pictures of you and me
Smiling
At the camera
Or at each other
The way your eyes would lock on mine
And tell me
Without ever saying anything
I love you

I wonder if you look back
On old forgotten messages on your phone
Or if you deleted them
Just right after
You deleted me
From your heart
You would've found the first time
I confessed and said
You're special to me
And you replied with
I love you

I wonder if you still remember
The sound of my voice
Because I still remember yours
And I hear it every night
As clearly as if
You were still right beside me
Holding me tight
On nights when I had trouble sleeping
Whispering in my ear
I love you
And only you

Only you
Meant
Only you were wrong
Because you didn't
Love
Only me

Only now
I wonder if you ever loved
Only me

I love to hear a guitar wine,
and I love to hear musician's voices shine.
My life seems worthless,
but i live.
I do not praise Jesus for this miracle,
but music.
Music has brought me up from the lowest places.
Music saved me from the meanest faces.
I can't decide how to feel,
when all I hear
is music.
I feel the rush,
I feel the emotions.
The squeal of a violin
makes me crave emotions.
The beat of drums make my heart thump fast.
The flow of the voices
guides my blood.
Lord, I love music.
I love the way they fill my ears,
and echo through my heart.
Its fair to say,
I live
because of music