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Chelsey Sep 2014
I think the thing I miss most about you is your laugh,
The way your eyes would shut
And your nose would scrunch up
And your head would fall back,
Loud cackles turning into silence as you gasped for air.
Your cheeks would turn tomato red,
And I know you hated it, but,
Baby, to me it was magic.
Your laughter was a tune that I never wanted to leave my head.

I know you're gone,
I know that,
But I still think about your laugh,
Hear it, even.
I want it to stop.
I want the laughter to go away.

Because, baby, I know you're not laughing anymore.
I took that away from you.
  Sep 2014 Chelsey
Briana4545
We blame society for everything.
We fault magazines for turning innocent teenage girls
Into anorexic beauty queens.
We point fingers at the paper thin actresses on TV screens
For bringing bulimia victims to their knees,
******* down their throat as they cough up that last bit dinner,
Along with the guilt and shame that comes with it.
We blame society, but we are society.
Who wrote those magazines?
Who created the ridiculous standard that you can only fit in
If your bones are showing through your skin?
Hunger is just a feeling; thin is a skill.
Your stomach isn’t growling because you’re starving.
No! It’s applauding you on a job well done,
On another day of nothing but celery sticks and diet coke.
Who cares if all of your hair falls out?
Who cares if you get dizzy every time you stand?
Who cares if the desire to be thin and meet this sick standard of beauty
Is slowly killing you, taking another piece of that innocent teenage girl
And turning her into a skeleton?
We, as a society, don’t care.
The magazines won’t stop printing
Because another high school kid got carried away.
Extreme, even deadly diets are a thing of today,
And yes, yes, they’re here to stay.
Sometimes eating healthy and exercising just aren’t enough.
Desperate times call for desperate measures,
And under this kind of pressure,
It’s hard not to give in.
  Sep 2014 Chelsey
Briana4545
No
No.
  I will not meet you outside
    In the middle of a rainstorm
      Just to **** that ***** **** of yours
        And make you feel good.

        No.
      I will not sneak you into my house
    When my parents are asleep
  So that you can **** me senseless
And make me feel something.

No.
  We are not “doing it” tonight
    Or any other night.
      You’re a desperate little ****,
        And I can’t ******* stand you.
I wrote this one a while ago but never posted it.
  Sep 2014 Chelsey
Briana4545
My thoughts have become so dark
that you could set this whole world on fire
and I still wouldn't see the light.
  Sep 2014 Chelsey
Niki Elizabeth
go there, go here,
do this, be near.
pulling me in different directions
losing my sense of self
trying to keep it together
yet needing to do it all,
and if I'm not careful I'll fall
fall apart, or fall in love
no matter the case it can wreck me
or it can save me
but in your case the former will happen
and I'll be left all alone
spread too thin, too weak to recover
and I'll fall to pieces again
waiting for you to come
and glue me back together.
inspired by the song "Spread Too Thin" by The ***** Heads
Chelsey Sep 2014
When I was younger, I wanted to be a writer.
I started a book about a witch and a werewolf
Who fell in love.
It was a terrible story,
But it gave me a purpose.
I scrapped that story,
Along with all the others,
And now
I'm stuck searching for that purpose.
Guess what? Still haven't found it.
Chelsey Sep 2014
The thought of losing you used to scare me.
Now I just feel numb.
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