Inside a synthetic fantasy,
running from love's fall,
experiencing artificial destiny
when my life came to a crawl.
True life outside self-prison walls,
I can feel my purpose originate,
just another illusion's thrall,
twin ideas self-replicate.
(Why cant I keep misery at bay?!)
A lone perpetual memory,
I was just not chosen.
Reliving ancient agony,
I'm so cold, forgotten.
All senses lie to me,
truth hides unspoken.
Delusions are all I see,
I feel my mind is broken.
(Why cant this go away?!)
Unlit candles melt away,
under a cruel dark sun.
Colors fade back to grey,
watching a sadistic rerun.
Inside a forgotten cage
my heart lies sprawled,
unwilling to re-engage,
to her, enthralled.
How can I hope to see a new day?
If my heart still lies frozen..