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Why am I living?
What should I do?
Why am I here?
What is life all about?
What is the purpose of existence?
Does life even exist at all?

People say I live for God.
People say I'm here to make a difference in the world.
People say I'm here to enjoy life.
People say it's the best gift each and everyone one of us has received.
But you know what?
I feel like I'm living to satisfy others instead of myself.
written in 2015
 Mar 2015 Cattie Unicorn
B
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 Mar 2015 Cattie Unicorn
B
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I want you to
run your fingers
through my soul
and learn things
about me that
even I myself
don't know about.



B.S.
You don't have to pull the trigger.

     What He has planned for you
                          is so much bigger.

                Than the lies
                     resentful whys
                      the failed tries
                                     open ended goodbyes
                                              certain persons you despise
                                         whether it's someone else
                                                            ­                                   or inside yourself,
Put that gun back on the shelf.
Until you feel empowered again,
I know your strength is nulled,
if you want that much power in your own hand,
at least take out the bullets than,
That will liberate you, won't it?
This helplessness you feel subsides,
adjust your sights correctly you will find,
down the barrel of a gun is where the enemy hides.
Now before your heart joins the loss of your mind,
Open your eyes and unwind,

unload the gun and walk away
you can save a life today

even if it's your own.
I wish I could be more convincing. I know time is of the essence. How does one negotiate someone's life with few words?  So short of time?
Ever wanted to go back
and never advance again?
Simply quit and lose all track
of the endeavors in vain?

The routine is your own bane
Will keep you from being sane
Oh, there is no greater pain!

Nothing's ever at your favour
Gotta take some time to savour
all those moments before labour

On a journey to the past,
ever steady to the course
Never running very fast,
pursuing a greater force

Onwards, keep calmly receding
Flee towards that place in time
You were once happily singing
That charming and joyful rhyme


*Once Joyful by João Massada is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License.
Another piece regarding my strong hedonistic thoughts
I miss him.
I wish my wish would come true
that day you told me to make that wish.
We were together,
telling me all the reasons you loved me.
I enjoyed each and every moment,
not caring about what other people think.
And suddenly, my world has collapsed.
Everything has changed.
You've ruined it all, you've ruined me.
All those words you have said,
I believed it all..
And now I'm here, regretting everything I have done with you.
Every word.
Every idea.
Every thought...
It's now faint, because as these words drift towards you,
You'd always try to dodge it, weakening my affection for you.
Written in 2015
How the winds blow
My troubles never cease
I have loved many
Cast into the storms of my judgement
Unable to break free from the winds of fate
A whirlwind of torture
Nether the less
I am deserving of this punishment
I have come to terms
But you have a chance
Just listen to his words..
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