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 May 2015 Cassie Stoddard
tracy
“i’m ticklish. but don’t take that to heart.”

“okay.”

“i mean it, don’t remember it.”

“already forgotten.”

“glad we’re on the same page.”

“we’ve been on that page since we first met.”

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i want to get so drunk that i can’t remember my own first name and my face starts to feel so numb that i forget where i am, what i’m doing, where i’m going, and who you are. but i’m too scared to lose control.

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my best friend keeps a list of all of my bad decisions. i haven’t made a good one yet. she showed it to me today and i felt an overwhelming sadness for all of my could-have-beens.

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i hate happy people because i’m so unbearably unhappy that seeing someone else happy makes me feel like there’s a forest fire spreading through my insides.

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i think i’m lonely because i’m alone most of the time, but even when someone is holding my hand, i can’t seem to hold onto it in return.

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i spend my days kissing frogs and dreaming of princes but i am a myriad of last first dates.

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“i’ve been missing you a little lately."

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you’ve become a void i’m trying to fill.
 May 2015 Cassie Stoddard
L
12w
 May 2015 Cassie Stoddard
L
12w
I can still taste your love on the corners of my mouth
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Leigh
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Heart throbbing
Mind racing
Breath panting
Pores sweating
Nails clawing
Lips locking
Tongues dancing
Skin tingling
Back arching
Mind altering
Eyes closing
Mouths moaning
Fingers finding
Hair pulling
Voice growling
Senses overloading
Being tingling
Blood singing
Body aching
Sleep **coming!
Copyright © JLB
12/05/2015
03:33 BST
Sometimes I hate caring.
It's an emotion that punishes you for being a good person.
when the teacher asks me what elements are necessary to maintain human life i told him nitrogen, hydrogen, oxygen and you, not u as in uraniam but you like your heart beat is the only thing powering mine and i don’t know why you haven’t called yet and if all of this is true but hey wouldn’t it be crazy if you were lying awake thinking about me too
what the hell are you scared for?
i didnt write this but i love it
On a scale from one to ten.
I think about you 24/7.
I shouldn't be missing you like this. I hate this, I wish I could turn it all off like you did.
You just try and stop me from loving  you, I dare you.
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