I once wanted to ask
if she’d ever met a heavy heart
with such aching pores
See, I yearned for death
till I forgot I’m still
one with the livings
Perhaps I didn’t know
I‘m still here
till she reached
for the palm of my hand,
but it’d start to sweat
so I shy away
When the doctors cut the cord
that was wrapped around my neck,
and ever since that moment
they resuscitated me as a baby
I grew up with the fascination
of cords caressing my neck
I almost did
twice