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Everyday, I tell myself
That I'm over you
But when I fall asleep
At night, my dreams
Tell me otherwise
I craved the sunlight on my skin
But the day had come to
An unsavory end
The night didn’t need
An introduction
I was all too familiar
With the loneliness
Disguised in darkness
I need light in my life
To survive
I recently was sick for a week and a half. I was extremely lonely and this is a product of that.
I like to fall in love with strangers
Because it teaches me to be
Comfortable in the idea of giving a
Piece of myself to someone new

I’m no stranger to disappointment
And I know this takes a lot of trust
But I’ll never see them again
So, I know they won’t let me down
The saddest part about suicide
Is that you’ve died long before
Taking your own life
And because of that
You decide to go
One step further
This is how I've always felt about the idea of suicide.
you may think i string together poetic words because i'm the kind of girl who'd waste her 11:11 wishes on your love and pathetically puncture your name into my journal but as harsh reality has it i'm the kind of girl who loves the taste of smoke and resents the thought of emotion
i never really liked heartbreak nearly as much as i adored danger
Why is it
That the biggest hearts
Are emptied the fastest?

And the brightest souls
Are blackened
The quickest?
If I had known that
You’d build a broken home
I wouldn’t have built
This heart made out of stone
She holds her arms out,
Hoping to rejoice,
But she slowly lowers them.
Seeing as she has no choice.
She saw him from a ways,
But he failed to see her,
Now in his arms,
Is a stranger to mind,
But an enemy to heart.
The girl she doesn't even know from the start.
She stands there,
Confused and dazed,
She can't help but keep a mindful gaze.
Finally she stumbles,
But catches her feet,
She turns around slowly feeling her defeat.
Finally he sees her,
But he knows it's too late.
He lost her,
The girl he's  been with for years,
For a girl who slept over on the first date.
Years later,
She met the man of her dreams,
He kept her close,
Never let her tears come down in streams.
Finally one day he went down on one knee,
He asked her sweetly "Will you be mine forever, please?"
The funny thing is,
The twist of fate,
For her first love lost the girl who slept over on the very first date,
To a man she met the very next day.
He moved on with his life,
Got a new job and met a new friend.
This friend he met,
Had a wedding one day.
There he stared in defeat,
As the girl he loved for years,
Stood there happy as could be,
marrying his best friend,
And all he could think was,
"That could have been me".
Wrote this, this morning. Never cheat, it will only come back to haunt you.
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