"do you mean what you say and say what you mean?"

I trust you
but personally
I have a hard time
trusting the
rest of the world

Like you view your sister
I have a hard time
realizing that
you have grown up
before my eyes
even more than I have
but I still
see you
as the innocent
little kid
that I first met
and it's crazy
how fast you have changed
into the young man
you are today

I don't trust
the rest of the world
with your heart

But I trust you with mine
and I hope that's enough

I have tried
so hard
to do what I could
to forget

To pretend
it wasn't real

To turn
a blind eye

To believe
in your honesty

I believed
that if it dealt
with my safety
with my level of
comfort
no matter
how unprepared
you were
that you would
care enough
about me
to be honest

But I was
wrong
and she was
right

And I hope that
one day
that trend
will end

And that
I will be
the only one
to know
all your deepest
secrets

And I will
know everything
when
I
need
to

Holding hands
in the rain
we are used
to withstanding
pain
just don't let go

Bone, exposing chromosomes while you're all alone getting dome.

Look at the clock
See the pattern
Four ones
Two elevens

People often comment
Even you it seems
How much
I make just a few numbers mean

But don't you remember
That chilly morning
When you asked the question
You had wished would
Change
Everything

You wanted me to be yours
And when I said no
I didn't mean it

And when I said no
I wanted it

And when I wished that day
on 11/11/11
at 11:11:11

I wished for a future where
I could change my answer

And so now
When I see the clock
Hit those magic numbers
I hold the present day
On the silver platter
Up high
That I should have put
You on

So long, long ago

I am not dead.
Ha!
I ache.
I curl into a fist.

...Ashes to ashes...
A single, calcified tear.
You heard me.
...The darkness...

Clambake!

Inside a dream, inside a dream, inside a dream.
Don't pet the cat that way.
You sent this to me in your sleep.
DO YOU HEAR ME SAYING NOTHING?
...Nothing.
The end.

Is this thing on?

No one talks to me anymore