I can't breathe and
you fell asleep on me.

While I'm freaking out in bed,
you're across the sea,
calm beneath your own sheets.

Waves of overwhelming thoughts are washing over me and all I want is to dream.

Please teach me how to sleep
because I can't take another second of this agony.

I wish you were here to reassure me and bring me peace
because in your presence my demons are set free.

Please wake up and
comfort me..

I know I'm clingy..
but I can't help but need you with me.

Save me from this dark abyss with one kiss from your comforting lips
and rescue me from the monsters that have embedded into my mind.

It was your heart, that wished mine to fall apart.

I remember when I needed a ear
Not one came near
So I became strong
To listen to you, when you think you're in the wrong.

I'm used to the dark, because she was my light.

BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES IN LIFE,
I HAVE WOKEN UP,
AND SOMEBODY WASN'T THERE.
SO MUCH SO,
THAT EVENTUALLY I STOPPED WANTING TO WAKE UP AT ALL.
SO YES,
YES I'M STILL AFRAID TO FALL ASLEEP AT NIGHT,
AND I'M AFRAID TO LOVE,
ESPECIALLY TO LOVE.