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Becca Addams May 2016
Be my friend
I beg you now
I know I've done wrong
Forgive me, I beg

I've cast judgment
Believing it was right
Scolding those close
And preventing those far

I'm alone now
Left to judge myself
I understand now my cruelty
And I'm sorry

My upbringing
My religion
My childhood
No... it was me

You may one day forgive me
But I, myself
Will never be able to
Forgive my transgressions

I'm alone at last
Watching my past friends celebrate
Such pride
I'm sorry I didn't see sooner
Becca Addams May 2016
I once thought
If all things are good and true
Then there would be
No reason to worry

But since I do worry
Perhaps it is for a good reason
That I'm not so crazy
And not so paranoid

I've come to realize
My darkness inside
Commonly misunderstood
Is simply naivety

I grew up
Not knowing the world
I certainly don't trust it now
But I know there's good in it too
  May 2016 Becca Addams
Corvus
The further away things are in space when we look at them,
The more we're looking at the past.
So I think you must be at least as old as the universe
To have left such an impact upon it.
Your words as colourful as those pictures of nebulas;
Words of wisdom that hover in the mind long after spoken.
The cold, vacant space you inhale becomes blessed by your existence,
Exhaled into the creation of heat, your breath births countless stars.
Your suffering, a black hole.
Dreadful, heavy beyond measure, eternal.
Would swallow us all into death, split us into pieces,
But you see how far we've come and want us to thrive.
So the black hole swallows up the misery of others,
Growing wider, the hole in your heart, endless.
And then you end, so the universe ends.
There are no more stars to be formed,
Nor galaxies to add to the multitude you gave us.
It's all gone.
It just hasn't reached our eyes yet.
Becca Addams May 2016
Don't be afraid
For I am here
Rest your weary head
In my arms
Take your time
Let it all out
It's better to have tried
Than never tried at all
You did your best
And that's what matters most
There's no one
That you need to prove yourself to
Your happiness is what matters
Not some poorly scored test
Or some rumors at work
Not even the glares
From those who don't even matter
All that matters is that
Beautiful Smile of yours
Keep Going
Keep trying
I swear it will all be worth it
Come here darling
Don’t be afraid
Im here to keep the darkness away
Kisses and hugs
Are wonderful things
I shall give you both so you can laugh and play
A shoulder to cry on
An ear to listen
Patience and love is all you require
Don’t  cry now
Please tell me whats wrong
I can help with tears, that’s all I desire
I am always here dearest one
Don’t stop living
Don’t stop shining
Your time of anxiety is hereby done
My girlfriend needed a lullaby to help with her anxiety. this is what i came up with.
One day I fell
Tears full of dread
I was all alone
In my white padded home
There, I cried the days away
You heard my darkened cries
And you did something in turn
You knocked and walked right in
Straight through the dark
Walked through shards
Of broken glass
Just to find the source
Of this dark time
You opened my door
My back was turned to you
You did not care
You crept behind me
Wrapped your wings
Around my cold sides
And told me to let it out
You stroked my head
And shattered the rusty chains
You carried me outside
Took me to your sunny home
Where there my strength grew and grew
'Till I was shining too
You planted a velvet kiss
On  my rosy lips
Gently grasped my hand
We left to live
We had a dream
That did come true
The bells to an fro
Our smiles bright and loved
By all who saw
Me in a suit of grey
Walking beside a girl
Who wore a black dress
And remained a noblesse
Through the darkened days
'Till we grew old
Then you fell
In my arms
I cried again
You raised your soft hand
Placed it on my cheek
Wiped away my fears
You whispered
"Don't ever stop living
For I shall be with you
Always and forevermore"
With her last breathe she passed away
Buried in her black dress
I love her to this day
I won't fall again
Because what I promised her
I keep my tears
Locked in my heart
I remember her smile
That beautiful crescent moon
I know her hair
Short and hazeled
And I know her eyes
The stars of the sky
And I remember this
'Till I drift away
But never fear
'Cuz I know this to be true
She will locate me
And I shall locate her
And we shall live after death
Bringing joys, not regrets
'Till the end of time
For my dear sweet wife, Rebecca Vail Addams
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