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I think poetry is for the dependent
Those who can't strive a day without
Constant writing, perpetual recording, meticulous brushstrokes
On the painting of a vibrant story
Told through heavy language or light yet elegant babble

Or perhaps it's truly for the lost
Those lacerated and devastated
By life's inevitable nature,
The deviously maleficent,
Or even their own bewildered selves.

Still, I look back
At the days of unbecoming
Horrible ignorance and unprecedented knowledge
Proverbial wisdom and undiscerning youthfulness...
When life was a default wonder.

Poetry had not been my guide
Without a pillar I trudged on.
Yet! What a horrific period of life!
Oh, if only then I had the mystical treasure
Of which I certainly possess now

I think poetry is for all who appreciate it--
If not, then those who take from it,
The insecure, shameful, resentful, narcissistic, far off, logical, illogical, confounded, missing, gothic, dying, feral, lonely, creative, incapable, hopeful, and dead
It's our universal language
In times of hope or death
I didn't know what love was like until I saw your face
Its like my life is a deck of cards and you are my ace
You have the power to unravel me
And set my free
Making me do all wonderful things
That don't seem like me
You teach me a special type of love
The kind where we are free like doves
I didn't know what love was like until I saw your face
Now my dreams have come true and we are living together in our own little happy place
 Jun 2014 antxthesis
Ashley
They've both had you in ways
That I could only ever dream of having you
They've felt your hands on every inch of their bodies
And have felt the bliss of your lips
They've exchanged all levels of pleasure with you

They've gotten your attention
They've been your favorites
And encompassed your dreams, asleep and awake
As i have to hack and squeeze my way
Just to approach the horizon of your vision

Jealousy isn't the word to describe
The desperate hunger I can't squelch
And the heaviness of my limbs
Being filled with the feeling of insufficiency
As I face the fact that I'll never be what you want
Not nearly enough
Love me till I'm gone and my blood is spilt
Love me till I'm no longer breathing and our time is jilt
Love me even when my soul travels to where it be
*Love me
Love me while I'm still here
And I will love you too
Dad it has been eight long years since you have been gone
The Parkinson's and heart condition took there toll
I believe there is a part of you that remains in my heart and soul
You taught me so much  many lessons I caught from you
You taught me to try my best and be strong no matter what health struggles some my way
You taught me that it is OK when food touches each other on my plate it mixes together in the end any way so just eat it don't complain
You taught me that you can't always buy what you want in life it is more important to get what you need
You taught me that it is good to do a good deed
You taught me to respect my elders
  You taught me to try to live by The Golden Rule
   You gave me some work ethic by having me help on the farm
    You tried to protect me from harm I know now that you couldn't protect me from all harm
    You advised me not to upset a swarm of bee's in a hive
     You showed me so much you were always willing to lend a helping hand
     You often would babysit when my kids were little and would give me money to help out with something the kids really needed
   I don't know if I got a chance to thank you each and every time, to you and mom I'm indebted
   You were a great Dad indeed I Love You and miss you so much  You made a difference in those lives you touched, some of lifes best lesson's are not just taught but caught
If I don't greet you when I meet you; it is not because I don't want to
I suffer with  from anxiety
I worry what you might think of me
I wont offer you my hand my palms are sweaty
I find it hard to concentrate on what you say
I feel like my heart is pounding like a drum
I feel kinda numb in my arms legs and feet
I feel like I might run
I feel jumpy
I feel a sense of dread
I wish I could crawl back in my bed
I wonder if you will understand this is not always like me
I am trying to get better control of the symptoms
The next time I see you I will take a deep breath
I will tell myself there is nothing to fear
I will do my best to greet you
Would you still Love me if my mind should wander, or consider my words with few points to ponder?
Would you still Love me if my teeth should rot, or would you think of things I haven’t got.
Would you still Love me if you saw me in pain, or would you not feel the same?
Would you still Love me if my hair was grey, or would you think of my better days?
Would you still Love me if you saw me in sorrow, or would you be too busy with your plans for tomorrow.
Would you still Love me if my looks should fade, or would you pretend you are at a Masquerade
Would you still Love me for the beauty inside, when my looks fail don’t tell a lie, just stand beside me
And Love me for who I am if you do, your my forever friend.
Friendship is a treasure valued beyond silver and gold.
True Love cannot be accurately measured, and Love is the greatest treasure.
to the pages of hindsight
I went to have a read
the lessons within its pages
were of a revealing creed

those many years ago
whence I was but a girl
a handsome fellow
sent my heart into a twirl
I gave him my affection
I gave him all he wanted
I gave him my all
yet I never received
an iota of affection in return

thence in my thirties
a new man stole my heart
and again the same mistake
I made by giving too much
always the giving
giving my stock in trade
yet no reciprocating
took part in our bi-lateral trade

the last man who
gained favor with my heart
took all the fondness
I had to offer him
he took
everything
as if it were for granted
taking
taking
is all he ever did
he gave nothing
in our relationship

I am alone
but that is by choice
as in my latter years  
I've wisdom which speaks
of true loves voice
Sometimes
falling out of love
Is more painful
Than falling IN love
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