allie

allie May 2017

overload

a sweeping overload of emotion
that takes me and chains
my ankles and wrists the ground
and takes my soul from me

the emotion is spilling.

#overload #emotion #soul #help

allie May 2017

in the inner self absorbed world that is mine
someone comes along.
says something
or does something
and the army comes
and fights till the someone is dead
then the army leaves
and.
and.
and then?
i guess it happens all over again.

#army #loyal #fight #someone #hate #haters

allie May 2017

the box

in a box
candy
chips
two apples
a pear
are in the box

the box
is sitting
on white
tiles
and that
is where
the box
lies

nothing special.

#box #food #candy #apple #pear #chips #white #tiles

allie May 2017

Perfect Child.

They want a perfect child.

Someone who likes sports.
A girl who gets good grades.
Friendly.
Funny.
Innocent.
Someone who pleases them.

I'm not a perfect child.

I don't like sports.
I don't get good grades.
I'm not very friendly.
I'm not funny.
I'm not innocent.
I don't please them.

Still, they want a perfect child.

They're not going to get one.
At least, not out of me.

I'm still not a perfect child.

I'm not a child anymore.

I'm broken.
I'm bent.
I'm destroyed.

People keep saying, "Get better grades," or, "Be better at sports." But I CAN'T.
It's so hard for me, not being perfect, and being yelled at because I failed yet another thing.please just stop it.

allie May 2017

happy mothers day

happy mothers day
to those who have brought life
to those who have cared
to those who have welcomed the actions
to those who have shielded us from the world

happy mothers day
to the person who gave me life
to the person who cared about me
to the person who welcomed my actions
to the person who hidden me from the harsh world

i love you mom
so happy mothers day to you.

i love you mom

#mother #love #you #mothersday

allie May 2017

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just another day
of racked
tangling
mangled
emotion

-

oh jesus i need to talk to someone (Cc, come to my rescue)

#help #emotion #feelings #recuse #another #day

allie May 2017

Hello and Goodbye.

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Oh, hello.
I can see you,
reading my poem.
Well, not really.
But I can project it from my mind
and see you scrolling down my page
or your home screen
or whatever page you see
and roll your eyes at this poem
and possibly click the like button.
Or read it,
then keep scrolling
because you thought it was bad
or you didn't like it
or whatever reason.

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Oh, goodbye.