Amanda Francis

Amanda Francis Jun 2016

Arrow of time!

The arrow of times says we must move forward,
Everything must end.
Order must become chaos!

1000th/billion billion billionth, billion billion billionth, billion billion billonth%

#time #space

Jun 2016

Keren

#7

He started seeing
all the things I see in myself.
And that's the scariest thing for me
because I know he wont stay.

I was right

*He left me.

#heartbreak #scared #he #left #thing

Jun 2016

Tark Wain

That's Okay

I lost myself in you
and that's okay

when does the rain
become the ocean?
or the bread become
the ****?

it's all semantics isn't it really
isn't "myself" just my minds interpretation
of its known realities
balanced against my own fantasies
and furthermore if myself does not exist
then it wouldn't be able to be lost

clever

A mind is a beautiful thing
and it's great at convincing itself of things
it knows to be untrue
I lost myself in you
of that much I am sure

How did I lose grip?
when did I let myself get comfortable
why did I
it always ends the same way
in as much in that it ends
but you were supposed to be different
and even though I knew that to be untrue
my mind convinced itself of that

and that's okay

#love #sad #relationship #feeling

Jun 2016

Seán Mac Falls

The Searching

.
After childhood sleep,
Of days into dawning,
Shucked of dusted clay,
Eyes set unto fawning,

Then, the rowing began.
Shy gentle waves lulling
As it does for Everyman
Who seeks loves' culling.

In a tempest of blue sky,
I was engulfed so plain,
That time was sore to eye,
All suitors never maidens.

One true love never came,
Nor to fly as birds teeming,
Now all is shipwreck of age,
Ah, but to drown dreaming.

#love #dream #life #hope

Jun 2016

A. E. Housman

Say, Lad, Have You Things To Do?

Say, lad, have you things to do?
Quick then, while your day's at prime.
Quick, and if 'tis work for two,
Here am I man: now's your time.

Send me now, and I shall go;
Call me, I shall hear you call;
Use me ere they lay me low
Where a man's no use at all;

Ere the wholesome flesh decay
And the willing nerve be numb,
And the lips lack breath to say,
"No, my lad, I cannot come."

Amanda Francis Jun 2016

Water.

Some days I avoid the water.
I avoid it because I'm crippled by fear that I may not see you once more.
If I was never to see you again, I'd never forgive myself.
I'd never forgive myself for washing away all I had left of you.

#falling

Jun 2016

dth

Jealousy

Jealousy changes you—it completely shifts your mind and paradigm and way of thinking and way of seeing things.

Jealousy makes your brain cloudy with anger, unable to think clear.

Jealousy makes you succumb to the gruesome power of fear.

Jealousy raises up your ego in a heartbeat, making you defending yours like your whole life clings to it.

Jealousy takes your will to love—if it's still there at all. Because who knows loving someone could be this exhausting?

Jealousy makes you a repugnant, revolting human being.

...and jealousy has successfully done every single thing above, to me.

I am a repugnant, revolting human being.

#love #fear #sad #anger #hate #jealousy #breakdown