I yearn for the comforts of death.
If you took a glimpse into my soul
you’d see the depths of pain so vividly
how much more can I sustain?
When there’s little strength in me
I tread lightly on earths terrain  
Sleep in my bed ‘til I see the moon
‘cause the road to happiness
comes with lots of lanes
but my ecstasy‘s on Neptune.
These drugs are no help either
Someone whisper to the reaper
I don’t need a breather
I need my last one.

What kind of kiss do you give?
Am I someone you’ve missed?
Am I an escape from the life you live?
Are you in need of touch?
Do you need more than a hug?
What kind of kiss do you give?
Could it mean nothing?
I’ll see your smile as an invitation .
I won’t convince myself we have something
but I’ll always over think our conversations

I always knew what I had

never thought about it after

How could I ever stay mad?

Have you ever heard her laugh?

I lost it.
my mind & train of thought
now I’m exhausted
I lay in my bed
But sleep evades me.
I keep
Replaying our conversations.
how’d we go from speaking daily
to plans being a maybe

I toss and turn
In search of comfort.
my rooms dark.  
the sun hurts.
will you ever let me sleep
Sometimes I wonder

...will you ever let me sleep?
Sometimes I wonder

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Your episodes are seasonal
Yet here I am with you
Can’t you see
you’re my favorite show?
You always make a scene  
and give me every reason to go

Your life became a movie
and I was never given a role.
I was hooked since our pilot
Ironic how we’re crashing
You silenced my words
because I questioned your actions

I know you’re happy but
Look at me and this melancholy
These series of events
led to our finale.
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I channeled these feelings for you
but lost them as quick as I do the remote.