The beauty I saw in your eyes,  
         Peering into your soul.
It's depths astounded me,
     your poetry amazed me,
Another half to broken pieces made whole.
Yet the pain I saw eluded me,
          it baffled me
   how you could be that sad...
I remember this dream I had,
Where you were in complete despair,
     crying in a corner,
             Tears blood red
I can't remember exactly what you said,
     but it crushed me.
           The next day,
while you were smiling and joking around,
I tried to glimpse deep in your eyes,
          what I found?
Stunned me to tears, after all these years,
          how could I not see?
I think you were about to ask me what was wrong,
            But you realized I discovered what you'd been hiding all along.
I didn't know what to say,
          or how to speak...
Then I saw a grin start to form in the dimple on your cheek.
         You'd fooled me, arrogantly tricked me,
You pulled up your sleeve and grabbed a knife,
              Started slicing away just to torture me,
          Slowly ending my life.

If you see me smiling in my sleep.
Don't disturb my dream.
It might be an imaginative thought concerning you.

The things I would love to try with you.
Or the things I'm imagining you doing too.
Just don't disturb my dream.

So there's a smile upon my face.
No names were mention.
None, whatsoever?

And I'm sure you was listening.
My dream was what caught your attention?
Some of the best thoughts comes while you're sleeping.

Some of the things that's so creative is within the mind.
Especially mine.
So don't disturb my dream.

I wish I could say that the sun stopped rising.
I wish I could say that the moon stopped shining,
And the stars collapsed one by one.

I wish I could say the ocean and the rivers ran dry,
And the mountains fell to the ground.
I wish I could say the sky lost it's blue and turned into blood red,
And all of humanity fell to it's knees.

I wish I could simply say: "The world ended,"
But it didn't.

The day you left,
Everyone was still alive,
And went about their daily lives.  
The sky was still the same baby blue color in the morning,
And the mountains still stood strong.

The oceans and the rivers still flowed with water,
And the stars painted the night sky.
The moon still shined with pride,
And the sun rose again.

The sun rose again,
And so will I.

In my hand I held your heart,
Saw it beating slow and sweet,
Held my breath at such a sight,
Drew your image in my mind.

Held your body smooth delight,
Walked across the room for you,
Looked into your eyes so deep,
Longed to kiss you on your mouth.

Smelled the rose upon your skin,
Ran my fingers through your hair,
Felt your breathing deep in my soul,
Danced the dance of love tonight.

Held so tightly your loving grace,
Wished for now to never go away,
Slowly caressed your skin on mine,
Kissed you finally for quite a time.

Wisped you off in a swirling dance,
Across the room we glided so,
Dimming lights and stars above,
Made a spectacle of evening time.

Couldn't stop the mad revelry,
Wanted time to stop and be still,
Pictured you with me at home,
Needed you to be with me.

Counted the luck I savored now,
Loved you long and bewitching now,
Stared so soft and with beating heart,
My heart you now held in your hand.

whenever a Piano is played
mind goes all gooey