I was surprised by a cake at my door
given by the kind lady next door.
I screamed "I got a cake Y'all"
and did a little crazy dippy dance
Greeted me welcome home
Took my shoes off
Tossed my bags at the couch
Humming while *******
Wore my oversized red sweater
and sweatpants.. oh **** pants
I'm just gonna wear my lingerie.
Rushed to the bathroom
to tend to my running laundry
and I turn on the funky music,
singing out of tunes but who cares
I'm alone and I'm having fun
while writing this
Now im running out of words
gotta go, my laundry is done
now it's time to hang.

S.S

Wish you were here with me
Gazing upon the city lights
under the starry sky
We'll hang a lovelock
in the bridge
with our names
engraved on it.
Today was cold
Because of Autumn's breeze
Wrap me around
Your cozy arms
And make me warm
I miss your touch.
I miss you
And ill see you soon my love!


Lots of love
Shekinah

Time flies so fast

Like a trust
built in a firm foundation
gone in a second

Like a bubble
that bursts
after a blow.

Wage that disappears
like in a magic shows

A shooting stars
that vanishes
in a haste.

And like his feelings
after you said yes

but, kidding aside

Time really does flies so fast
I didn't even notice
that it's already the 10th month of the year.

And I'm going home soon
My real home.

I no longer enjoy
solitarily and silence
Nor the bliss
of tranquility in stillness.
It sickens me now
It's like...
It feeds the lonely monster
dwelling inside me and
poops out negative thoughts,
making me over think
about little things,
And the bacteria
That comes with it
deteriorates my optimistic immune system making it weak.
Then eventually eating up my whole identity leaving me empty
and thats when i start to question myself... who I really am.
I feel like my soul
is completely lost
in the abyss
of my own profound thoughts.
Swimming in the infinite universe in my head.
Unable to return
Just floating in the void.

No one knew
She is hurting

No one knew
She is bleeding

No one knew
She is already
Deep down
Underneath
Drowning
Trapped in
melancholic
Depression

Fear of not belonging
Cast away because
She's uncanny

Frightened of
Another tomorrow
Knowing it's the
Sign of another
Dreadful sorrow
Full of misery
And grief.

Lost, hazed
And confused
Breathing but
Not living
Smiling but
She's dying
Suffocated
Suppressed and
Tormented

Wanting to
Escape but
There's no
Route out

A butterfly
Seized with
A broken wing
Unable to fly.