if you knew i wrote for you

would you kiss me?
or
would you just clap for me?

i don't think fate ever wanted us to end⁣
but we did ⁣
⁣
no you never loved me⁣
you and i were never real⁣
⁣
i'd say⁣
we were just kids who played pretend.

although i was the one to never believe in fate⁣
somehow i knew you were my soulmate⁣
and even before i could wish forever⁣
you came and whispered in my ear "NEVER"

it hurts because the whole universe said yes but you said differently

if tears measured love

trust me

i love you the most!

You said you'd forever be there
Or were those words just pulled from thin air?
I loved you with all my heart
I felt nothing could keep us apart

Remember when you said you were home?
Little did I know you weren't alone
You said that it was for her you fell
I was your girlfriend!! what the hell?

I wanted to slap you,hit you on the head
All I wished for was you to be dead
I failed to realize it was all a lie
and that I had to face goodbye

The truth,the love,the loyal tears
The betrayal,hatred and all the fears
Feelings which we both failed to see
Well,it's a pity you lost me

And now my mind is at peace
so is my heavy heart at ease
I have friends in my life
who are ready to help when in a strife

Alas,there is nothing left for me to argue
It's better I go thus paying heed to my cue
Because,what would forever mean to you
if you couldn't even keep it true?

i am sorry
i know i shouldn't be doing things like
searching for you in a crowd
mistaking someone to be you
missing the shade of your hazel eyes
  longing for that hug
craving for your lips to attack mine
hearing your laughter resound everywhere

and a lot more things
i guess i am not really over you yet,am i?

they say don't tie yourself with a rope
and that with life...there is always hope
but what if my thoughts are not so gold
rather they are sometimes very cold
and please don't say i am not alone
while my heart is just like stone
which is why i sit and ponder
what if i pull it a little harder?