if tears measured love
i love you the most!
although i was the one to never believe in fate
somehow i knew you were my soulmate
and even before i could wish forever
you came and whispered in my ear "NEVER"
it hurts because the whole universe said yes but you said differently
i don't think fate ever wanted us to end
but we did
no you never loved me
you and i were never real
we were just kids who played pretend.
i am sorry
i know i shouldn't be doing things like
searching for you in a crowd
mistaking someone to be you
missing the shade of your hazel eyes
longing for that hug
craving for your lips to attack mine
hearing your laughter resound everywhere
and a lot more things
i guess i am not really over you yet,am i?
if you knew i wrote for you
would you kiss me?
would you just clap for me?
I don masks to disguise the pain I carry
Because I need no one to worry
The pain is secure behind my eyes
I can never let out this darkness I hide
And when I am alone,I watch my blood slowly leak away
Atleast it helps keep life's true horrors at bay
I pull down my sleeves to cover up my hurt
I hear approaching footsteps,shouldn't I be alert?
However, the real me ends up buried inside where no one can see
When i can fool everyone else,why can't I fool me?
hiding feelings sadness truth self harm pain
some may love you
some may say it
some just won't
but my darling, when asked
"who do you love?"
how long would it take to name yourself?
#shortpoetry #attempt #selflove #loveurself #pure #innocence