I don masks to disguise the pain I carry
Because I need no one to worry The pain is secure behind my eyes I can never let out this darkness I hide And when I am alone,I watch my blood slowly leak away Atleast it helps keep life's true horrors at bay I pull down my sleeves to cover up my hurt I hear approaching footsteps,shouldn't I be alert? However, the real me ends up buried inside where no one can see When i can fool everyone else,why can't I fool me?
hiding feelings sadness truth self harm pain
some may love you
some don't some may say it some just won't but my darling, when asked "who do you love?" how long would it take to name yourself?
#shortpoetry #attempt #selflove #loveurself #pure #innocence
they say don't tie yourself with a rope
and that with life...there is always hope but what if my thoughts are not so gold rather they are sometimes very cold and please don't say i am not alone while my heart is just like stone which is why i sit and ponder what if i pull it a little harder?
You said you'd forever be there
Or were those words just pulled from thin air? I loved you with all my heart I felt nothing could keep us apart Remember when you said you were home? Little did I know you weren't alone You said that it was for her you fell I was your girlfriend!! what the ****? I wanted to slap you,hit you on the head All I wished for was you to be dead I failed to realize it was all a lie and that I had to face goodbye The truth,the love,the loyal tears The betrayal,hatred and all the fears Feelings which we both failed to see Well,it's a pity you lost me And now my mind is at peace so is my heavy heart at ease I have friends in my life who are ready to help when in a strife Alas,there is nothing left for me to argue It's better I go thus paying heed to my cue Because,what would forever mean to you if you couldn't even keep it true?
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