it’s 3:26 a.m. and i’m thinking about you...

the way you smiled when i told you i loved you,
the way you laughed at my ridiculously lame jokes,
the way your ocean blue eyes glistened in the sunlight,
the way your golden blonde hair draped over your delicate shoulders,
the way you used to comfort me in my hardest of times,
but most importantly,
the way you used to unconditionally love me.

it’s 3:26 a.m. and i’m thinking about you,
i have one question though...
do you ever think about me too?

I’ve made a *** of coffee
And filled a cup for everyone.
I pour the last drops for you
But my cup remains dry.

You tell me, you prefer tea.

I’ve made a cup of tea
And place the sugar bowl beside it.
You tell me, you prefer honey
But you’ll drink it anyway.

Since then,

I’ve kept tea in the cupboard
And honey by the sugar

Just in case you’d come around.

And I can’t remember if I, myself,
Preferred coffee or tea.

you chose him over me,
and he chose her over you

Four years sacrificed to you
Why did I stay so long?
Love really does make the heart blind, deaf and mute too
So you cannot see when it is all wrong.

people change everyday
so i vow to fall in love with you
every time the sun rises

s.s

I'm kind of stuck
At least... I think I am
Somewhere between telling everyone I know to *******
And "just please come hold me friend"

Some place in between an uneasy heart and hectic mind

"I'm depressed"
Can't I just say it without having to explain why?
Sometimes I don't even know which reason to choose

Short replies

"You seem like you don't want to talk"

You're right, but I also want to reach out
I want out
I want to let go of everything
And capture it all in my arms

like a fire fly in the palm of restless hands,
Just let me hold on to your light
Atleast, just for tonight

Because I'm feeling stuck.