" I remember tears streaming down your face when I said I'd never let you go"

"When all those shadows almost killed your light"

"Just close your eyes, the sun is going down. You'll be alright, no one can hurt you now"

~I'm glad I get to see you tonight, at least. Even if you aren't number one to my heart <3~

My eyes are melting.
I've forgotten how to see,
and it burns,
this searing pain.
It's because I cannot see.
For we see,
But we do not truly see.
No one truly sees anymore

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people to help me smile.
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people to lift my heart.
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people to catch me when I fall.
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people to make me feel not so alone.
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people who have failed miserably.
My friends bring me to strife.
If they knew the real me,
They would say I didn't have a life.
If they knew the mess I am in,
They would probably say,
"You are not who we thought you were."
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people who will just have to deal.
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people who may never heal.
I am who I am,
I'll reveal my true identity.
And who is that?
Why, that's the real me.