Breathing in
Deep and lovely
This calm
Isn't it lovely
Tears replaced with peace
Even if it isn't happiness
I like this break

No more tears for me.
Rap and punching
Pain is my new relief.

I read the words you wrote.
And my heart hurts
My entire body gives away
To emptiness
And sadness
I did not mean to ruin you.
I did not mean it at all
But I am so unhappy
How can I ever move on.

It will be okay.
I just need to take a moment and breath.

I failed
And that is all I am
I failed to keep your heart safe
From hurt and darkness
I failed it all
And I failed you
But I failed myself
Cause I couldn't keep loving you

Deep internal rumble
Heard through the cracks
Hidden deep but never enough
To silence their past

1 pill
2 pill
3 pill
4
How many will it take
To knock me to the floor
Heart racing fast
Feeling it as last
Is this a fantasy
Or just the end of me
My head is spinning
The world is dizzy
I may just overdose
To feel something