What did I do?
What did I say?  
Why are you so heartless?
How did I upset you?  
Why don't you care?

The past was hidden deep under my mask.
All that happened was forgotten under my smile.
I was fine.
The break up was awful but I am okay.
The bruise is just from a fall.
But every time someone came near or touched me unexpected
I would flinch
And my mask would crack
Letting just a little of my horrid past
Unmask

I feel like I have lost something
But I cant put my finger on it
Maybe I lost myself
Or something I had
How could I have lost something when I don't know what it was.

Why am I giving my all?
When you won't give me anything
But empty messages and empty arms.  
And leaving me with a broken heart.

Read the words I said
Not one word back
Is this what we have become?  
Me chasing after you for affection.  
Affection you won't give.  
You read my words
Nothing said back
I didn't notice at first since you ignore me for hours
Hours turned into days
Where did you go.  
Read the words I said
And ran away
I guess you didn't love me anyway.

Let me smash
Let me smash
Let me have a slice of that ***.

You don't say a word
And neither do I.  
And endless silence
But quite content.  
We just listen to each other breath
Not breaking the silence.