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Steph Wams Dec 2019
Do you know what I like?
I like when relationships drift apart.
No stimulus for it, but they drift
like waves it has its highs
yet, it eventually comes crashing down
into the shores of time.
Memories of your time together dance as
small ripples in the oceans of your mind.

However some relationships are not slow drifts but...
storms.
Powerful bursts of experiences:
excitement, fun, pain , loss, hate,
that dissipate into the empty air.
Only the  rubble that litters your mind
serves as evidence of its existence.
Evidence of the high, the lows ,the lessons learned
the lessons ignored.
Evidence, that damage yet fortify the economy of your mind.
Preparing you for the next storm of a friendship.
I wrote this about the friend that I lost contact with and the observations i've made about other peoples relationships with eachother.
Steph Wams May 2019
I'm drowning,
but I'm not putting up a fight.
Silent torture.
Waiting for the end whilst salt water stings and destroys my insides.
My eyes are shut so I can't even see, the hand stretching out to save me.
Steph Wams Jan 2019
Inspiration Come To Me!
I don't want to think...
I WANT TO-BELIEVE!
I could sit here for hours,
I could sit here alone,
My brain might be here... but I need
You the most.
That feeling when you have writer's block.
Steph Wams Oct 2018
I see you looking at me,
whispering about me.

You don't deserve a reaction,
you don't deserve my emotions.
You don't deserve my...
violence!
and you certainly don't deserve, my time.
I know what you want,
you're like a donkey and a carrot,
and guess what
you can't have it.
People like you can never have it- because you don't deserve it.
you're disgusting
begging for my attention...
begging for my life.
I know I'm amazing,
I work hard for myself
and what do you do?
Gossip...
Steph Wams Sep 2018
I wanted you to be, who I wanted you to be and I regret it. You're not the man I love. The man I love is in my head... A figment of my corrupting imagination. You didn't take the advantage, you didn't even play the character -it was just I who played the fool. But you could have stopped me, halted me right then and there. Stopped me in my deluded tracks. I'm an idiot. A fool. A vulnerable lover.
Steph Wams Sep 2018
Three words...
I love you.
So simple
Then say it.
Let it roll of your tongue
And I'll swallow it.
Let your warm breaths feel-
Warm on my face
And I'll inhale it.
Feel it in your arms
And I'll embrace it.
SAY IT.
Show it in your eyes...
And I'll believe it.
UNREQUITED
What are you waiting for
Steph Wams Sep 2018
Dear Mr fishy,
I sincerely apologise,
we humans are evil.
From the moment we first open our eyes-
take our first steps , say our first words...
We humans are devils.
God made us perfect,
then we ruined it.
Our arrogance and  fake superiority
is what put you in that tank,
and will put us in it.

Dear Mr fishy
I know you are bored,
taken away from your family
hunted and adored,
by the humans who love you
but your just a toy-
a pretty little plaything for us
to enjoy.
So dear Mr fishy,
DON'T give us your trust.

Dear Mr fishy.
We humans are stupid.
We lie, betray, ****, steal.
We are just ignorant.
We moan over others' success,
when we've not tried doing it.
We stop other people's prosperity
happiness!
because of simple little jealousy.
See Mr Fishy
have mercy 'cause
we are just disgusting.
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