It’s hard.
It's hard to keep going
When everything is stopping you.
It’s hard.
It’s hard to keep pushing
When everything else is pulling you.
It’s hard.
It’s hard to keep loving
When no one else loves you.
It’s hard.
It’s hard to keep loving
When no one else loves me.
It’s hard.
It’s hard to keep living
When there’s nothing to live for.
It’s hard.
It’s hard to keep living
When there’s everything to die for.
Yet, there’s everything to live for.

My love vandalizing life slowly.
I don't want to hurt you.
But I can.
My lips are shredding the air.
I don't want to kiss you.
But I will.
My eyes are drinking your soul.
I don't want to love you.
BUT I AM ...
My room is cold and lonely.
Without you..
My lust is digging that loveless town.
In search of you..
My Life is drifting that pain away ..
From me...from you..
My love is hell and heaven..
I know... no colors...
Destructive ...
Tantalizing ...
Pushy..
Dark
But simple ..
Lonely..
Love ..
And
Me

I know
It is not enough
to love you deeply
Your terms are very harsh.
I know
It is not enough.
To kiss you daily
My lips are very hungry.
I know
It is not enough.
To pray alone
My soul is empty waiting.
But angels never cry..
For love .

For Love....
You need two souls .
Two shadows.
Two hands .
Two lips.
To Kiss...
But angels never cry
For this.

For life. ...
You need two humans.
Two smiles.
Two hearts.
Two eyes
To miss..
But angels never cry.
For this.

Angels.
They want your soul
They want your smile..
They want you life
For ever ..
But angels
never cry for love.
Alone...

i may not be exactly who i want yet
but i'm finding that's okay

one day my wings will be so glorious
and i'll finally soar away