I have thought about you,
A million times, since the day you left.
I still can't grasp,
Exactly what I feel anymore.
Everything has been one big lie,
And a millions times I have cried.
The thought of losing you,
Was what I feared most.
Now it is not a thought anymore,
It is reality.
I know I should let go,
I know I should move on...
But how could I?
When I thought you were the one.
Every night, before I fall asleep..
I still think of you,
And a million tears I have cried into my pillow..
Were all for you..
Do you see how broken, helpless, and miserable I am?
Why did you have to say you'd be there forever?
Stupid me, I believed you..
I should have known better..
Forever is just a word,
There is no such thing...
But if there were,
I would've chose you of all people to spend it with.
You were my forever..