...and it's after having looked into your eyes that I can say I've drowned in the ocean without stepping foot into water

To you, my one and only unknown love, I bestow unto you my heart and burning desires.
I've dreamed of our wedding day, and much more to come.
But still with a blank slate, for you, my one and only unknown love.

Without you I feel my heart snap
        Next comes the fatal crack
        The intruding thoughts that you’re with   her again
        I was never like this but it was the reality I was fed
        I guess she did get into my head
        But she got into your heart
        Like forest fires the destruction starts
        Burning homes and all the possessions we own
        This is all coming from me the girl with the heart of stone
        For which I was known
        No boy was to break my heart let alone roam
        No one’s name was to flow through my veins
        The thought of the very fate kept me awake many nights
        I felt insane
        But there was something in the way your name flowed through my veins
        That made the better half of me feel secure and safe
        As to why this is
        Is a reason I struggle to place
        All I know is love isn’t like the poems say
        No your heart does not start to race
        No
        Instead each kiss is a sting to your face in fear that it may be your last
        Love is 4:03 in the morning and being able to hear silent cries
        Love is your hand in mine
        Love is the way we lose track of time
        Love is what I despise
        I walk around knowing that you own a piece of me
        Unaware if a piece of you is mine
        You can say you love me that is just fine
        Alas I cannot be guaranteed that your words are not a lie
        I’ve done this to myself
        But your lips like magnets to mine aren’t much of a help
        If it was only easy to forget you
        Pick up my life where I left it and just ******* continue
        You’ve left an internal bruise
        On my vital *****
        
        We loved with a love that lacked a purpose
        Years later this truth comes to surface
        Your fingers may fill the gaps between mine
        But good Lord they will never replace the stolen time
        Eight spaces will never replace eight years
        Your voice that would once soothe me now violates my ears
        I all too often hold what hurts me near
        Now the truth is clear
        You were love
        Love is fear

We need to lay down our hurts, our Anger, our sorrow.
At the feet of the Living God whom shall takes these.
Repair us and restore us, for only he can really heal us.
We need to use the gifts that he has given us to use here.
We need to allow him to be seen through us and our actions.
For only he can save people that we love and care about.
For only he can save anyone, only our Savior can save.
We need to put all of our Hopes and dreams at his feet.
So that he can use them to bring them back to us here.

He lives, my Savior reigns so my Hope is secure forever more.
There is no other one whom can rescue me in my time of need.
There is so much more to his Salvation then just going to heaven.
Surrendering to him, the Truth, the Word. my Salvation and my God.
For in him lies my Life. for without him my world shall fall apart.
Because there is no Life, without him but with the strength he provides.
This brings my Heart Joy , it puts my mind to peace because he lives
Because he lives, so do I because he reigns my Hope is Secure as well.
Because he Saves. my heart sings because he lives my Hope is Secure..

Traditionally
Haikus examine nature
and it's mysteries.