Nothing that's beautiful
could ever be broken
in its tender intimacy
sublimest words are spoken-

where love and truth come to mingle
beauty shall never ever be forgotten
time will shy away in silent worship
every blessing and grace hereupon is begotten.

Sometimes, we have to accept that we are a mess a real mess.
Sometimes, we have to accept that we can not do this alone
Sometimes, we have to place this in God's hand and pray.
Sometimes, we just have to hope for the best to come out of it.
Knowing, that only Jesus can fix the messes we make here.
Sometimes, life is unfair and our life  is not the life that we want.
Only then, will we become desperate enough for God to fix Us.
Once we,  become humble and know that only he can fix Us.

on the rare occasion
that you chose to show me affection

it was two bodys together
two souls apart

I used to shower
immediately after ***

to wash away the filth
to scrub away the feeling

let my tears cascade
like the rain from the showerhead

watching my pain ridden bubbles
slowly disappear down the drain

when I emerge you ask me
why my eyes are so red

I tell you I got shampoo in my eyes
you laugh and say how stupid I must be

tell me, who is the stupid one?
me with red eyes? Or you not noticing i always cry after ***?