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Q Sep 2015
It is not my forte.
Q Sep 2015
Someone is watching.

Who has got their eyes on me?
Q Sep 2015
Happiness is fickle, fleeting
Someone stop this car
Spinning, screeching, screaming
Praying for a savior.
  Sep 2015 Q
R
9w
I wouldn't feel this way if I were dead.
I wouldn't feel anything at all.
  Sep 2015 Q
gene
“I want your smile.
I want your arms wrapped around me.
I want your oceanic-blue tantalizing eyes piercing through my empty soul.
I want your kisses.
I want your tight hugs.
I want your voice lulling me to sleep.
I want your late night sweet messages.
I want your trust.
I want your love.
I want everything from you.
I want them mine alone.

Am I asking for too much?

I’ll stop making non-sense jokes to make you smile.
I’ll stop teasing you.
I’ll stop confiding myself to you.
I’ll stop caring.
I’ll stop showing fragility.
I’ll stop getting used to your concern-filled cold voice.
I’ll stop asking for your attention.
I’ll stop trying.
I’ll stop asking for more.
I’ll stop being greedy.
I’ll stop wanting you.
I’ll stop this feeling.
     Maybe.

     I think.

     Hopefully.

Do you want me to stop?”
I’m on a killing spree due to light rainfall.
Q Sep 2015
It's an odd sort of wish that permeates my brain
When I see those who I keep close as single unit
In my mind, we work perfectly together,
So I'm always surprised when reality ruins it.

Humans are malleable, changeable, real
They experience, they think; humans feel
Humans are vindictive, bitter, unforgiving
They fester, they scheme; humans are conniving.

With that in mind, I should have assumed how this would go
You can't bind together three different humans without adversity
Before I could even begin pushing the idea , I had to understand
The tendrils of human emotion that ran through each of them.

One was ocean water on a warm, sunny day.
One was calm and unconcerned and used to making their way.
One was experienced yet young and very cautious with the words they'd say.
And I've no earthly clue how to get One into the group to stay.

Two was lavender carried on wind; strong, lingering, and playful.
Two was vulnerable, honest, kind, ethical;
Two was a mixture of uncertainty and low self-esteem.
The group need Two as a balm for the soul.

And then there is me and what I could bring
To convince three that being without the others is crippling.
I, Three, bring endless  love, capacity to give and ability to trust,
And if that is the glue to bond us , it will hold true till we've gone on to dust.
im on a roll today apparently
id say ill keep it up
but i feel like if i did
i probably wouldnt
Q Sep 2015
I spend my time missing you when you're gone
The seconds blur to minutes; can't keep track of time.
Life ceases to exist when I can't hear your voice;
Leaves me catatonic as I uselessly pine.

I spend my time missing you when you're gone
The months fade to years; I grow not a bit.
I spend my time missing you when you're gone;
A hole left unfilled by your sharp wit.

I spend my time missing you when you're gone
The hours turn to weeks; Earth stops her rotation.
I spend my time  missing you when you're gone;
It's a beautifully painful, endless situation.

.

I spend my time content with your company
The seconds become months I never want to leave.
I spend my time content with your company
The hours become years and time seems to freeze.

I spend my time content with your company
The weeks become centuries and I soar with glee.
I spend my time content with your company
The years become millenniums and I am set free.

I spend my time missing you when you're gone
But the moment you return; life is restored to me.
I spend my time content with your company
I am at my happiest when you've returned, finally.
im considering deleting this before i have more time to examine the feeling that inspired it in the first place because wow ew
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