I was the love of your life

I was your biggest fan
I'd make you smile and laugh
I'd wipe your tears
I'd let you rant and yell
And I forgave you
I was patient
I tried my best to understand
I'd bite my tongue
I'd bake your favorites
Apple pie with a laced crust
And strawberry cake
I'd tidy up your room
I'd make your bed
I'd watch your favorite shows
I'd shower you with kisses
I'd play wrestle you
And say I'd won
I never did
We'd lie in the grass
Watch the stars and dream
I'd tell you of our future house
Our many cats
I told you I wanted you
To name our first kid
We'd watch movies on the couch
We'd hang out until you fell asleep
And we had more plans
Than we had free-time
And that was okay
We had forever

I was the love of your life

But then you met her
And now she'll be your wife
And she'll  have your kids
You'll share your cats
She'll bake your favorites
I hope they taste better
And she better be
Your second biggest fan
For you'll never know
How much every part of me
Admires you

You're the love of my life.

I wish I could explain your eyes
Each time I look at your pictures

The pain and sadness behind them
And an unsure smile that sits along side them.

I think I know
What it is you want

All the secrets
And everything we had

All of it
You want it gone

The memories we made
All the love we had

Its Like an old *****
Buried in the sand

To be swept away to sea
And never to be seen again.

I expect nothing of you.
Ever.
Just as I do of everyone.
Always.
I am as I have always been.
Forsaken.
To long for what will never be.
Forever.
Will you find me.
Here.
For you if you should need me.
Whenever.
You feel alone.
You.
Will only ever have to say my name.
Once.
Or twice you may have to say it again.
But.
I make no promises, save one.
And.
That is my friend.
That.
I will continue to love.
You.
For every reason you could never understand.
Why.
I do what I do for you.
Because.
You do more for me than you.
Imagine.
For a moment a happiness unrivaled.
It's.
My nirvana to simply know you.
As.
Well as you have allowed me to know.
You.