I can't act like I'm strong anymore,
I can't act like I'm happy anymore.
I cry to sleep almost every night.
My heart feels heavy,
Not only at 2 in the morning.
But also at 2 in the afternoon,
When I'm surrounded by people.
Laughing and giggling and,
Happy.
Now,
I can feel my life tearing apart.
I'm right there,
Sitting next to you
Laughing,
Laughing like I'm the happiest person alive.
But can you see
That I'm actually falling?
Can you see that I'm falling down?
Deeper and deeper,
As the darkness surround me.
Can someone hold on to me?
Can someone
.
.
Help me?
.
.
Please!
.
.

Anyone?

This is the love I know only in dreams,
In my grandmother's home,
Where I sit in a sunlit glow,
writing beautiful things,
Listening to her stories.
Where I'm selfless and whole.
Oh, I pray,
Oh, I wish,
She lives forever to tell me more.
This is the love,
This is the love I know only in dreams

And then I saw the love of my life
standing in front of me.
He smiled
I smiled.
My hands were sweaty.
I was nervous.
His eyes,
the way they shined.
It spoke a million emotions
just by a
glance.
It had the whole galaxy in them.
And I would get lost in them everytime I look.
He took my hand in his.
Kissing it
Pulled me closer while I drown looking into his eyes,
His face inching closer every second
Until his lips was touching mine.
While I had the whole fireworks going inside me.