I got the worse side of things
you left me with both of the rings
my hearts collapse and gone with the wind
the change that brought took me down to my knees

you had the good side of me
back when we're still a we
there's people swinging to the sound of your songs
the stars move along till I fall to the ground

so don't sympathize,
please don't recognize,
and baby don't apologize,
that you got the good side,
the good side of things

You got the good side of life
you've traveled the universe twice
Let all the thoughts, that you wante to share
lock them inside so that everything is fair
Now I got the worse side of new
lost arms to fall right into
we know how it looked, this isn't the plan
and I hope one day that I will understand

why you symphatize,
that you recognize,
but baby, don't apologize
that I got the worse side
the worse side of things

Maybe we'll meet in the spring
to catch up on everything
I'll tell you I'm happy with how far you've come
You showed me the love, and youu taught me to run

So don't symphatize
and just recognize
but baby don't apologize
that I got the worse side
the worse side of things

For a moment in time and space
I looked at you and admire
The beauty that lies beyond that painful eye
The loveliest smile that hides beneath your melting makeup,
And realized;

Thirteen years,
I locked myself up
In a cage, deep in my closet;
Scream and scream I did but all that came out was tears that run down my cheeks every night
I prayed and prayed but the answer was all the same;
Stay.

I'm hurting
Far beyond I can take to a point where I wish I never asked Him to tell me to stay
Yet
I persisted
And here I am
Together with you
Yet deep inside I'm alone

I looked at you
With your makeup on
With your lovely scarf covering your hair
I'm in pain
This is goodbye

Thank you for killing me inside

Your soul,
Was an embodiment of perfect imperfection,
Existing on the same plane with all of your insecurities
Banished from the land of the love ones
Gone with the wind as you fly trough the vast emptiness of your own universe

The lights that shine
As you swiftly
Gently moving across your memories
Disappear when you came to the realization
That you are no different
From the man who kicked me out of his house because you make out with a man
From the woman who supposed to raise me but slowly killing you instead
From the person who uttered words of hates as people like me pass by

You used to be the wings of Gabriel,
Covering me with the blessings from God
Now you're nothing
But a homunculus stuck in between glasses
Framed and frozen

I've had enough
Your love
Your care
You sweet talks and lovely stare

I've had enough
Of you face
Your attitude
Your words
Your insolent way of thinking
Your racist joke

I've had enough
Let me die
**** me twice
But you'll never change

I remember that moment,
The day passed and the sun has lost its shine
It was beautiful
I was there on the edge looking
Listening

And these thoughts
These thoughts
They become a path
They kiss and they join into one and turns into passing memories
That we listen to as we dance in the rain
While our hearts are in pain

I didn't jump yet
They killed me
They **** you
They **** us,
These thoughts

Dear lover boy
Could you come out now
Cause I’ve been waiting for so long

Dear husband
Will you put the ring now
Cause I’ve been wondering if you exists

Dear life
Can you put an end to this
Cause I’ve been wanting to die

Dear God
These are my prayers
Will you hear me now?

There exists
In this vast universe
A collection
Of silent notes
Deafening sadness
And invisible anger
That nobody knows

They're called thoughts
Some call them brainwork
Others call it a moment for us to consider the things that we know,
The things that we had,
The things that we used to love
And care
And kept

Everything is now lost
Memories going down the drain into the abyss of loneliness
Where it resides
Until there comes a time
We open it up again
Just to realize
It was never a good idea to even start with

Love is a fundamental aspect of life
that exists within us
As long as feelings lingers around our head
Love will exist

But

It will perish
As time flies
Like these flowers that shed their lovely skin
As spring come
and disappear
When summer starts to burn

It could **** you
Like the drugs, you inhale
On those nights when they came to grab you
Drag you
Deep in those thoughts that you locked inside

It's gone
It's too late
Now it's winter
What's next?

I lost my heart
To a woman when i was a child
Hoping we'll get married
That we'll be together
Like two shooting stars moving as one

The she married another guy
My heart was broken
And since
I've sworn that I'll bow to noone
No more

So when he came with a smile
I tore down my guards
Only to realize
He came to me
For my life

Now I'm sitting alone
In this seven by three space
Not moving
Nor smiling

No matter how hard you try,




Luck will never be by your side;



I’ll come back and haunt you


Every dawn every night

A moment is time
A moment in space
It's all fine
When I'm in your grace

Your smile
Your lips
Whenever I cry
Your kiss is my eclipse

Then you found a girl
She's using you for her sake
The stories She twisted and twirled
Can't you see she's the snake?