Heaven

Aug 2017

Ella

Trust

Its scary to think one person can hold all of you in their hands ;

all your happiness
all your ambition
all your love

everything

but maybe thats what love is right?
trusting someone enough to hand them everything and hope they dont let it slip between their fingers.

ooOooOooooOO dramatic

#love #trust #heartbreak

Heaven Aug 2017

The Lies I Tell

Don't forget to smile,
like you're happy -
a tiny white lie -
or they'll ask what's wrong.
But they wont mean it,
they just want you to say
"I'm fine" -
which is another lie.
I'll go the rest of my life this way.
I won't get help
because I'm fine.
I don't need it.
Except I do need it and no one sees.
I lie,
but I only hurt myself,
because the lies I tell,
push everyone away,
so that when there is a gun to my head,
or pills in my hand,
no one can influence me,
to say no.

#lies #help #mask #suicide

Aug 2017

lyka

Easy

Show a little kindness
Shine a little light
When you're used to the darkness
Anyone can seem like Mr. Right

Heaven Aug 2017

My World

In my world,
there is death,
sadness,
distrust,
hatred,
depression,
anger,
worries,
limits,
terror,
fights,
arguments,
and most importantly,
pain.
But I guess you don't care,
because in your world
it's the exact same,
but with a pretty cover page
that you use as a façade.

#life #facade #world #terror #hatred

Heaven Aug 2017

How Could I?

How could I be so lost,
In a place I know so well?
How could I be so broken,
In a family so together?
How could I be so lonely,
Surrounded by so many?
How could I be so unhappy,
Surrounded by so much beauty?
How could I be me,
When even I remain a mystery?

#lonely #unhappy #beauty #mystery

Heaven Aug 2017

If only I had Known

If only I had known
it would be the last time I heard your voice,
I would have kept you up just a little bit longer.

If I had known
it would be the last time I told you I love you,
I would have said it hundreds of times over.

If I had known
it was the last time I was gonna hold you in my arms,
I would have held on tighter.

If I had known,
I would have done it all better.
Talked to you more, held you longer.

If I had known you had that gun,
I would have had one too.

#death #regret #sorry #imissyou

Heaven Aug 2017

The Real Monsters

No one knows
about the real monsters,
not the ones under the bed
or hidden in the closet
that want to take us away
but the ones that come dressed as humans
and claim they love you
but don't.
They don't know that
monsters rule the world
and their only goal
is to make us be like them.

#monsters #real #society

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