Ive lost all motivation on loving you
Being with you is tormenting
You drag my soul made blue
And you've made me hate loving

Anger corrupts my heart
As beautiful awakenings disintegrates
You enabled my introvert
Now depression reincarnates

I'm so blue it has become evil
No remorse can be tamed
Everything seems vile
It appears I am chained

Loving you felt so euphoric
Until you cursed it for fear
Now I stand disorientated
As everything is unclear

What is this feeling?
Or rather, lack there of.
A constant longing…
For what?
What need do I have for love
if all it will bring is pain.
Perhaps pain is the very thing I seek.
At least then this void would be filled,
And I could pretend to be whole.

sleepless nights,
I lay still.

silent tears,
pools in my ears.

thoughts of your words,
strucks my heart,

I lay still,
hand in my poor heart.

I miss the way
she smiled
I miss the way
she laughed
but the old me is gone
and she’s never coming back

The way sweetheart's fingers touch my skin makes my heart flutter.
I am so spellbound from her kiss my speech becomes stutter.
On this morning nothing can go wrong.
With sweetheart in my arms and the sound of a hummingbird song.

Once upon a time
Everything was fine,
Once upon a time,
Once upon a time.