Simple girl with a simple heart, blemished by insecurities.  Seeking to understand the demons that hold her captive.  Chains bound her every move.  She sits in silence consumed by the thoughts she can not speak on.  Wondering lost soul desperately searching for clarification.  She chokes back one more tear as the darkness around her swallows her whole.  Eyes heavy as she gives into the night. Hopeful heart rest til morning light awakens once more.

These crashing storms collide destroying sights. Crushing limbs and silencing inner minds.  Speak no more for you are extraneous to non existing ears.  Deficient and non reprehensible.  Life is merely a wishful mirage.  Always seeking but never within hankering hands.  Heart endlessly pleading to fight to feel coveted and besottedly loved.  She gives away her every essence; spewing from the flesh of her orifices in hopes it will fill the one she is in love with.  She longs to see him happy, she dreams of him laughing and smiling.  To see his heart over flowing with joy.  Without pain and worries throughout his days.

Unwanted crushed heart bleeding red down my chest. So willing to give it away only to be demolished by pain.  You are not wanted you foolish girl.  No one thinks of you, you foolish girl. No one misses you, you foolish girl. No one wants you, you foolish unwanted girl.

I walk these endless days empty and broken seeking the impossible dream.  Dark shadows creep ever so slightly guiding my lost feet into their chambers.  These unfamiliar walls scream my name crushing me from within.  Ears bleeding from all the lies.  I’m losing this fight for my forgotten soul.  No longer able to speak as the voices within overwhelm my ability to breath.

Sheltered feelings blinded by ghostly intents.  Shattered storms roll inward blackening every thought.  Ash falling from her burning soul within.  Bitter coldness biting flesh.  Empty vessel screaming for help but pain is all that is left. Silence haunts her as she wonders aimlessly; lost for eternity.

Another pebble another stone lay me down to the ground.  Time comes time goes and here I stay.  The cold wind blows covering me with its sweet scent of you.  I lay here empty all I can feel is despair.  I long to feel something from you but you pick me up and throw me to the ground.  Shattered pieces of me scatter to the sand.  The ocean pulls me further from you piece by piece into the deep blue sea until I see you no more.

Broken spirit broken heart broken life broken soul broken mind broken hands broken body....broken broken nothing more to give, nothing more to feel.  How? why? Hopeless. Happiness will never come. Why should I go on? All lies. There is nothing, I have nothing, no home, no family, no love.  Broken is all that remains.