This love
like sunflowers
withers me and covers
me in the fallen petals
of what we
used to be.

I cried all night ‘til the sun rose
Still laying in our bed
While across from me your eyes closed
Pretty pictures in your head

Do you see I am drowning?
In a pool of tears for you
All the while you say you love me
And I believe you like a fool

There is no love
In a house built on lies
Each time one slips your tongue
I can see it in your eyes

You love me to death
What am I to do?
I won’t be without you
Build a coffin for two?

Forever, me and you. Through the
Rough and the tough.
It was you, who kept my head up.
Enough is enough, you knew.
Now you're gone. Where did you go? Did you find someone new?
Distance was tough, I know. But I never thought you'd go.

You walk away so
easily
makes me wonder why
you don’t just keep on
walking

I don't know what to
say to you except that I
lost my heart to you

10:22 AM
29/1/22

I don't feel special,
I'm not unique.
I want to cry
but I can't even speak.
My hands reach out,
but they cannot hold
a single thing
but the bitter cold.
Everything's frozen,
I feel lost.
Even my tears
have turned to frost.
When I cut my waist
it bleeds black.
I'm so deeply gone
there's no way back.
This is goodbye

Delicate raindrops
On dry golden fallen leaf
Shines like a diamond